Journaling discussion

thank you!!

Of course :D

i got invited to go to a friends house, but it’s them two and their boyfriends so i decided to stay home and read. now i feel guilty

also i have a bunch of friends, but my main friend group at school has thirteen people on it. one of my closest friends there invited most of our friends (some of them in the group are really rude so we dotn really like hanging out with them) to go to a week long trip in south carolina with her youth and she didn’t invite me. so now im seeing all of their fun pictures together and im in my room reading.

but at least i got to organize my bookshelf

also i don’t care if people comment on here

i feel like i’m on my phone too much and i need to have experiences but im just so unmotivated

i wish nell would come back we used to talk all the time and it was so fun but now im just bored on here

my best friend won’t answer her texts. she hasn’t answered in three weeks and i’m starting to get really worried because she doesn’t get her phone taken and i don’t think she’s on a trip right now. she lives in a different state so i can’t go check on her but im worried. and even if she is okay i feel hurt that she hasn’t texted me back. i hope i didn’t do anything wrong and i don’t think i did but what if she doesn’t like me anymore. i’m really worried right now that something’s wrong or she’s mad at me or something and idk what to do

i feel so sick right now like i could throw up so im siting on the floor ive been stuffing my face with food for no reason and now i feel so nauseous and sick