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Vent abt stuff idc- what

It feels as if I am not enough, I am trying to be a good person but i've been through so much that its hard to be myself. I feel like I am just loosing myself now.

I ask myself each day if I should go MIA..Maybe I should as it seems I am not needed anymore. My child shows that they may hate me because I am just trying to protect them from what I went through and People don't like the fact I am trying to protect them but they don't realize I went through the same thing and have just suffered.

I hate seeing people in the place I was, that's why I try so hard to keep Rory safe from what I went through because It ruined me, it made me almost impossible to handle and impossible to be loved because I trust no one anymore because everyone I have trusted have just stabbed me in the back. I feel almost betrayed that I have broken my own morals 'Keep calm, don't show your anger' or broken the things that were forced on me 'No one should see your flaws' But EVERYONE sees MY FLAWS!!

I feel broken, I feel chained down because I already can't show my flaws and mistakes, but I have and I feel like I failed the morals my grandmother put in me. If I died, Would that be the worst thing? It won't, Cause I am 15 and already nobody wants me, No wonder why I was left to the state...

I’m sorry🫂

You wanna know?
Life is not worth some things y'know..seeing that cut on your arm you made after being stressed out..surprised it wasn't my neck..heh...but..I'm done.everyone things I'm just a hyper SO social girl with a big heart and yet underneath that is a little 12 yr old trying to get out of all this pain..I wouldn't be surprised if I went to a mental hospital right now..I should ask my mom that heh...but just know you'll always have that knife in your hands wondering If you just ---
and go to hell... HAH

Then everyone will know your just a insecure little idiot

that's all i'll ever be..

just a problematic person that my parents look at and my mom prob wonders why she didn't abort me :)

JINX?!!!!

Jinx what a thing to say!

Pls don’t leave! I’ll miss you terribly

Blood tastes weirdly good especially if you cut yourself and your just looking at your neck with that knife..

Your mother does not think that

GIRL WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!!!

I will go MIA one day.. and not come back- pfft

WHY?!!!

Sweetie you are sooo loved

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Trey {Muffet Ver.} "Don't look so blue, my deary~" wrote: "..."

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😭💔😭

Please please please do not do this. I am always here for you if you need me.

Same😭

~JinxyLinkz~ wrote: "I will go MIA one day.. and not come back- pfft"

Can I go with chu? ^^

人生はまさに色彩のある地獄であり、天国ははるか遠くにある場所です。

E1K wrote: "~JinxyLinkz~ wrote: "I will go MIA one day.. and not come back- pfft"

Can I go with chu? ^^"

Please don't

Trey {Muffet Ver.} "Don't look so blue, my deary~" wrote: "人生はまさに色彩のある地獄であり、天国ははるか遠くにある場所です。"

heh...

あなたたちが経験している問題や苦しみを読んでいると、自分自身について、そしてなぜ自分が もうやった.

Trey {Muffet Ver.} "Don't look so blue, my deary~" wrote: "あなたたちが経験している問題や苦しみを読んでいると、自分自身について、そしてなぜ自分が もうやった."

It's just hard rn

Trey {Muffet Ver.} "Don't look so blue, my deary~" wrote: "あなたたちが経験している問題や苦しみを読んでいると、自分自身について、そしてなぜ自分が もうやった."

awwwh...

It feels like I am chained down, its not easy.

特に友達といる時、自分が役に立たないと感じるのが嫌だ.

meto