Mental Health Awareness Group discussion

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fucking sick of everything

hey ik that the last time we talked it wasn't the nicest but i actually am sorry, that sucks, and i hope things get better 🫂❤️

vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "fucking sick of everything"

i hope whatever it is that's making you feel this goes away <3 you can always talk to me if needed🫂💓

@sai thank you <3

@estelle tysm <33

vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "fucking sick of everything"

Hey what's going on?

@barnette just so much I don’t even know atp. I’m just so tired

Yeah, I get that. Ramble or vent whenever you need in this Journal, we're here for you <3

Barnette ⋆˙⟡ (my girlfriend's version) wrote: "Yeah, I get that. Ramble or vent whenever you need in this Journal, we're here for you <3"

ty <3

i swear to god i am never the first choice

i am somebody's back up but i'll never be top priority

sometimes it feels like nobody actually gives a shit about me

vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "sometimes it feels like nobody actually gives a shit about me"

i giveca shit about you

Ava (matching with the BAAAM Fam) wrote: "vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "sometimes it feels like nobody actually gives a shit about me"

i giveca shit about you"

<3

vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "i am somebody's back up but i'll never be top priority"

this is actually so relatable. i'm sorry you feel like that though, you matter more than you think you do

@sai ty

sometimes i feel like i'm not the same kind of human that everybody else is, like everybody else understands how to talk and react and joke and connect and i'm this weird creature wearing human skin.

i think the best way to explain it is i feel like a changeling. you know those old stories about fae replacing their children with human children, and letting humans raise the fae? sometimes that's what i feel like. like there's something fundamentally, intrinsically wrong with me.

im so tired i dont want to do any of this anymore

holy shit nobody gives a single fuck about me

I give a fuck about you.

thanks

im just so fucking tired

what happened, you okay?

✦ autumn ✦ wrote: "what happened, you okay?"

im ok i think sorry

vyn targaryen ˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎ‎ wrote: "✦ autumn ✦ wrote: "what happened, you okay?"

im ok i think sorry"

why are you sorry😭😭glad your feeling better now ml

@autumn idk I just felt like I was being dramatic

i didn’t think so, but even then there’s nothing wrong with that! (i’m dramatic pretty much whenever im upset, i get it)

i wanna be journaling more so. here we go ig

Overall Day Rating: 5/10
Emotions/Mood: lowkey damaged my car at the gas station like a dumbass so. that was fun. then work was super busy and that absolutely tanked my mood. other than that i was ok. i got to watch the first episode of AKOTSK so that was fun
Stress/Panic Attacks: work stressed me out and just irritated me bc i couldn't get any homework done, when usually i can during downtime
Outfit: ate. i look good in black i think
Meals Eaten: two? probably more like one and a half because my dinner was hella small, but i plan on eating more in a bit bc im hungry af.
Glasses/Bottles of Water Drank: one bottle, it's a knockoff stanley so not a ton but a decent amoung
Personal Streaks/Goals: didn't read or write. wasn't super productive and that made me feel lame. i also didn't get to work out today which sucks because i really wanted to.
Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: watching the first episode of AKOTSK, or hanging out with my brother in law. also my hair was cute
Least Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: fucking up my car, work being busy, not getting to work out
Something I'm Grateful For: my brother in law. he came over to check on my car and is just the nicest guy in general
Something to Look Forward To: the weekend. hopefully i'll get to sleep in
Song of the Day: there's a popular tiktok audio/song in my head since the morning and i know like ?one? sentence but i dont know the title, so that's kinda been my theme for today idk

sometimes i feel like people don't actually like me, they're just pretending to like me, or they do, but once they get to know me, im aggravating. and im not just saying this to say this, and i dont want it to sound all attention seeking, but i cant help but overthink it when people remove me from their bios or dont reply to my messages when im trying to be supportive or never try to support me the way i do to them and i just dont really get what im doing wrong

would anybody even notice if i went missing?

i guess not

we would notice. I'm sorry if it feels like nobody really sees you, but I promise we see you. You're not invisible and we would notice if you were gone because we care.

idk. but i do know i feel like a pick me for saying nobody would care or bringing it up at all

no absolutely not. Your feelings are valid and you bringing it up shows you want help. you're not a pick me or doing this for attention, you're talking about it because you want to feel better and you want things to change. I'll be here if you need to talk 🫂

Syd (dazai’s ver.) wrote: "no absolutely not. Your feelings are valid and you bringing it up shows you want help. you're not a pick me or doing this for attention, you're talking about it because you want to feel better and ..."

thank you

Overall Day Rating: 3/10
Emotions/Mood: girl i was so fucking busy
Stress/Panic Attacks: trying to get to work and class on time was soo fun
Outfit: mid af. kinda just thrown together idk
Meals Eaten: one so far. trying to convince myself to eat dinner but nothing sounds appetizing yay
Glasses/Bottles of Water Drank: one bottle, it's a knockoff stanley so not a ton but a decent amount
Personal Streaks/Goals: idk im doing homework rn and i studied spanish earlier, so im hoping i can up my grade
Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: idk
Least Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: being so busy
Something I'm Grateful For: my dog
Something to Look Forward To: sleeping tonight
Song of the Day: francis forever my mitski

I love mitski!

bro homework sucks 😭 I just wanna quit school atp

I hope you have a better day today ml <3

@syd tysm ml :)

vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 3/10
Emotions/Mood: girl i was so fucking busy
Stress/Panic Attacks: trying to get to work and class on time was soo fun
Outfit: mid af. kinda just thrown together idk
Meals Eat..."

ugh i'm sorry you were so busy, that always sucks, i hope today goes at least slightly better <3

Sai.‧ ⊹°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡⊹ wrote: "vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 3/10
Emotions/Mood: girl i was so fucking busy
Stress/Panic Attacks: trying to get to work and class on time was soo fun
Outfit: mid af. kinda just t..."

cant believe i didnt see this, ty <3

Overall Day Rating: 5/10
Emotions/Mood: i need a nap so bad lmfao im so tired (my own fault but hey, i had to watch my show before bed ok)
Stress/Panic Attacks: N/A
Outfit: my scrubs lmao
Meals Eaten: one and a half? i had a protein shake for breakfast and a casserole for lunch, hungry af for dinner
Glasses/Bottles of Water Drank: not quite one bottle
Personal Streaks/Goals: i feel pretty lazy today which i fucking hate but hopefully i can get some good homework and writing done, and then work out tonight
Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: my writing
Least Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: could take a nap in this chair rn
Something I'm Grateful For: my coworkers
Something to Look Forward To: sleeping tonight
Song of the Day: NISSAN ALTIMA by Doechii

vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 5/10
Emotions/Mood: i need a nap so bad lmfao im so tired (my own fault but hey, i had to watch my show before bed ok)
Stress/Panic Attacks: N/A
Outfit: my scrubs lmao
Meals Eat..."

the part about watching your show is so real tho. I do the same thing all the time 😭😭

How are you doing today Vyn?

౨ৎ Brooke ౨ৎ {semi-hiatus} wrote: "vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 5/10
Emotions/Mood: i need a nap so bad lmfao im so tired (my own fault but hey, i had to watch my show before bed ok)
Stress/Panic Attacks: N/A
Outf..."

twinsss

im doing ok!!

Overall Day Rating: 6/10
Emotions/Mood: tired still but decent
Stress/Panic Attacks: none but in my lab i got so pissed bc the experiment wasnt working lmfao
Outfit: scrubs and a sweater
Meals Eaten: one so far im very excited for dinner
Glasses/Bottles of Water Drank: very little bc i forgot my water bottle at home :(
Personal Streaks/Goals: i finished reading a book today!! it made me feel much more productive than i usually am :) hopefully i'll go to the gym tonight and get some homework done as well
Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: i finished reading RQ and wrote a review
Least Favorite Thing About Myself/Day: erm tired? idk
Something I'm Grateful For: my momma <3
Something to Look Forward To: the gym!! also dinner
Song of the Day: various soundtracks i listened to while reading at work :)

so i gues im cutting off my uncle starting today. i knew he voted for trump but for several months i hadn't heard him say shit about politics... today at dinner he went on a tangent talking about how amazing trump is. i suppose nothing has changed his mind and nothing will change his mind so: fuck him. im never speaking to him again.

vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "so i gues im cutting off my uncle starting today. i knew he voted for trump but for several months i hadn't heard him say shit about politics... today at dinner he went on a tangent talking about h..."

Oh my god I’m so sorry 🤢
My great uncle is like this… and racist

vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 6/10
Emotions/Mood: tired still but decent
Stress/Panic Attacks: none but in my lab i got so pissed bc the experiment wasnt working lmfao
Outfit: scrubs and a sweater
Meals Eate..."


Out of curiosity, what is your work? Scrubs make me think nurse or doctor

Ophelia ೀ Moon wrote: "vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "so i gues im cutting off my uncle starting today. i knew he voted for trump but for several months i hadn't heard him say shit about politics... today at dinner he went ..."

twinnsss

Ophelia ೀ Moon wrote: "vyn targaryen ‎♡‧₊˚ wrote: "Overall Day Rating: 6/10
Emotions/Mood: tired still but decent
Stress/Panic Attacks: none but in my lab i got so pissed bc the experiment wasnt working lmfao
Outfit: scr..."

i work in a rehab facility in a lab!