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Tuthiiii's Random A** Thoughts
Today was bad.Messed up in Battle of the Books and almost got taken off the team.
Saw the school counsuler because one of my "friends" is acting very inappropriate in public.
Fought with my dad.
Struggled with my social anxiety.
Had to listen to a guy ship me with my family friend who I don't even like (romantically, he's a nice guy tho)
But, I'm at home, sitting with my doggo, so i'm happy.
tuthiiii wrote: "Today was bad.Messed up in Battle of the Books and almost got taken off the team.
Saw the school counsuler because one of my "friends" is acting very inappropriate in public.
Fought with my dad.
S..."
I'm sorry you had a bad day but at least you are happy now
morning! low-key just gonna rant rnI wanna die again, but that's normal
I have to turn in my social studies assignment (ugh)
I have to go to a fucking HS open house (not bad, but imma be tired)
Drama club (i'm on costumes, 1st rehearsal is today!)
it's literally 9:21 in the morning and i'm so tired
I have a Desi song stuck in my head (ladke badi anjani hai)
And my daydreams are concerning me (had at least 3 about school shootings, and 4 about getting lost in the hallways of my new HS)
but we're fine for rn.
in math, my wrist hurts. I found a really bad bruise earlier, I don't know where it came from though. my ankle is also killing me. lol, chronic leg problems suck.
im sorry ur so tired i hope u feel better :( u should go to bed early maybe or js rest also yum chick-fil-a!
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My parents found a picture of Manon (Katseye) in my room, and they didn't like it. It was her car mirror hanging pic, and they lectured me for an hour about how I should NOT be dressing like that. They said it was "suggestive, vulgar, improper" and more things. Keep in mind, these are really Desi based, so this is normal, but still.
quote of the day from one of my FAVORITE AUTHORS OF ALL TIME!!!“I feel like I need to speak out, because if no one speaks out, if no one says, this is me, this is what I believe in, and this is why I'm different, and this is why that's okay, then what's the point? What's the point of living in this beautiful, great melting pot where everyone can dare be anything they want to be?”
― Sandhya Menon, When Dimple Met Rishi
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@tuthiiiiYou shouldn’t have to be lectured on that, even if it is normal for your Desi parents (is that okay for me to say? I don’t want to be racist or rude or anything or disrespectful)
You made me smile!
I hope you find something to make you smile today!
1st period : my 1st period has this one guy that I...am not a fan of. He's my family friend's friend. He's a short Tamil guy who likes anime and is slightly gay-ish. His name is Ashwat (Ash) btw, imma talk about him a LOT. He was being weird and telling me that me and Derick (the family friend )should get together and...so some weird stuff. he always does this. BUT, my 3rd period is animal science, and that makes EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER!!! I get to hold my snake!!! She's a black rat snake, and the cutest lil snek I've ever seen!!!!
noooo :( ur snake sounds so cute!!! also im sorry that dude is being weird to u; what kind of stuff does he do if i can ask?
he likes to ship me w/ Derick (view spoiler), tries to slap the teachers' asses behind their back, and let's not forget the Professor Curry incidents. He gets up, with the worst Indian accent I've ever heard, and talks about curry. help me
imma rant nowI want to fucking kms but I have to go to a musical. Not have to, want to. I'm going to see my friends that I haven't seen for 3 years. BUT, I still am not happy. I've been so depressed all fucking week and I don't know why and I'm so tired of it and I just want to break down in tears.
I'm done, thanks for reading.
I'm sorry lovely. please don't do anything you would regret or not have the chance to regret. also what musical?
I would suggest letting it out. The best thing to do when u feel like u want to cry is just…cry. u tend to feel kinda better after. also I’m sorry ur feeling so depressed, but pls don’t go. I care abt u & i want u to take care of yourself so pls stay
Cora wrote: "I'm sorry lovely. please don't do anything you would regret or not have the chance to regret. also what musical?"newsies
update: we lost in Battle of the Books. low-key beating myself up, but that's okay. got my phone number, just not my phone yet. overall, decent day.
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oh, and quote of the day“People can tell you to keep your mouth shut, but that doesn't stop you from having your own opinion.”
― Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl
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YESSSSSAlso i love that quote from Anne Frank, have you read the graphic novel version of her diary? It’s one of my favorites :3






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