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I am writing the Jester Who Stole My heart.
I was thinking about making it..like a fandom maybe. but I will say these are my story warning for younger people.


Smut
Death
Gore
Yandere Behavior
Psychological Behavior
Hallucinations
Illusions


The circus of death.

Chapter one

The wind carried my hair as I stepped in front of the new building. It seemed to be haunting in a nice way. The place was filled with people I never saw nor knew, of course I wouldn't. I just got here.

The sun poured over my black hair, the red and gold streaks looking brighter as I clenched my suitcase. The feeling made me wanna throw up, the new and pristine smell of perfume and is that metal? The smell went up my nose and made me cough.

I walked up to the front desk. The man was sitting there clanking his fingers on his keyboard, his eyes looking like he barely got sleep. I waved my hand in front of his face. He looked at me and his face lit up a bit.

"Hello ma'am, how may I help you?" His voice was all too normal. He's been doing this for a while.

"I'd like a room please." I said. My voice was dull.

He nodded and handed me a key. "Your apartment number is 409, 5th floor."

I nodded and grabbed the key from the man's hand. I turned swiftly, my heel grounding, and I spun going towards the elevator. I pressed the button for the 5th floor and I walked in. The sound of the elevator was enough to calm me a bit. My hair made my neck more hotter than it needed and I grabbed a ponytail and put my hair up.

The elevator dinged and I walked out. The smell of cheap air freshener. I walked up to my room, and I put my key in and I opened the door. The room had the same smell as the hallway. I set my suitcase on the couch and I looked around. The room itself was kinda big. Of course my parents did a big room.

I sat down on the nice bed and I let out a sigh. It had been about 10 hours since I last saw my friends. I already missed them all. Izabella. Janine. Lance. Nieam. I missed them. But my parents made me move. I never wanted to move, but I still did.

I walked out of the apartment after taking my stuff out and I walked out the doors of the apartment complex. I was walking along the streets when I saw a man. He was putting a sign on the door. "Help Wanted" it read.

I walked over and I tapped the man on the shoulder. He gasped and looked at me.

"Oh my, you scared me!" He said. His voice was low and shy. He moved his hair and tucked it behind his ear.

I blankly looked at the Help Wanted sign and I pointed to it. "You hiring?"

He nodded. "Yes we are ma'am! This job is quite a unique one! Our last performer, uhh... left..." He said, his eyes trailing away.

"Performer? Like a Circus Actor?" I said.

"No, no ma'am! It's more of a... well. Actually... yes, it is a Circus Actor. A dancer!" He said, his voice was low and shy still.

"A... Dancer?..." I said, my voice was confused.

"Yes!" He said, his smile growing wider with every second.

I looked at the man and I sighed a bit.

After a bit of scolding myself I smiled back at the man. “Well. I can give it a try!”

The man smiled and handed me a paper and a.. Contract? Before I could ask questions the man was gone,my expression turned to confusion and I took the contract and read it over.

“The Circus of Death”
Huh.. Circus of death huh..?.. I read the rest of the paper.


“By signing the following you shall listen to any and all rules that the circus has, no matter what happens at the circus do not tell a soul, but you may tell the ringleader. The person who is responsible for this amazing Circus his intention is for people to have fun no matter what,and you, since you are new. You are given a special role. Silent Dancer. “

“Silent Dancer huh?” I thought to myself.
I glanced as I continued to read the contract.

“The Silent Dancer is a women who dances with the shadow’s her main goal is to be there for the Ringleader, her goal is to satisfy him, and she must do as he is told or”

Weird.. The next bit is blurred out.
I walked over to the big circus they had and I gave the Taker my contract and he smiled, tipping his hat “Well well well! We have a new dancer among us. Nice to meet you. Uhm. What’s your name Dear?”

There’s no way im telling them my REAL name..i dont rust them

heyyy i really love the idea of circus, and "The Circus of death" sounds soooo good!
Chapter 1 already intrigued me, love that!

Oh thank you! *Bows*

*Refined by me*

The wind carried my hair as I stepped in front of the new building. It seemed to be haunting in a nice way. The place was filled with people I never saw nor knew, of course I wouldn't. I just got here.

The sun poured over my black hair, the red and gold streaks looking brighter as I clenched my suitcase. The feeling made me wanna throw up, the new and pristine smell of perfume and is that metal? The smell went up my nose and made me cough.

I walked up to the front desk. The man was sitting there clanking his fingers on his keyboard, his eyes looking like he barely got sleep. I waved my hand in front of his face. He looked at me and his face lit up a bit.

"Hello ma'am, how may I help you?" His voice was all too normal. He's been doing this for a while.

"I'd like a room please." I said. My voice was dull.

He nodded and handed me a key. "Your apartment number is 409, 5th floor."

I nodded and grabbed the key from the man's hand. I turned swiftly, my heel grounding, and I spun going towards the elevator. I pressed the button for the 5th floor and I walked in. The sound of the elevator was enough to calm me a bit. My hair made my neck more hotter than it needed and I grabbed a ponytail and put my hair up.

The elevator dinged and I walked out. The smell of cheap air freshener. I walked up to my room, and I put my key in and I opened the door. The room had the same smell as the hallway. I set my suitcase on the couch and I looked around. The room itself was kinda big. Of course my parents did a big room.

I sat down on the nice bed and I let out a sigh. It had been about 10 hours since I last saw my friends. I already missed them all. Izabella. Janine. Lance. Nieam. I missed them. But my parents made me move. I never wanted to move, but I still did.

I walked out of the apartment after taking my stuff out and I walked out the doors of the apartment complex. I was walking along the streets when I saw a man. He was putting a sign on the door. "Help Wanted" it read.

I walked over and I tapped the man on the shoulder. He gasped and looked at me.

"Oh my, you scared me!" He said. His voice was low and shy. He moved his hair and tucked it behind his ear.

I blankly looked at the Help Wanted sign and I pointed to it. "You hiring?"

He nodded. "Yes we are ma'am! This job is quite a unique one! Our last performer, uhh... left..." He said, his eyes trailing away.

"Performer? Like a Circus Actor?" I said.

"No, no ma'am! It's more of a... well. Actually... yes, it is a Circus Actor. A dancer!" He said, his voice was low and shy still.

"A... Dancer?..." I said, my voice was confused.

"Yes!" He said, his smile growing wider with every second.

I looked at the man and I sighed a bit.

After a bit of scolding myself I smiled back at the man. “Well. I can give it a try!”

The man smiled and handed me a paper and a.. Contract? Before I could ask questions the man was gone,my expression turned to confusion and I took the contract and read it over.

“The Circus of Death”
Huh.. Circus of death huh..?.. I read the rest of the paper.


“By signing the following you shall listen to any and all rules that the circus has, no matter what happens at the circus do not tell a soul, but you may tell the ringleader. The person who is responsible for this amazing Circus his intention is for people to have fun no matter what,and you, since you are new. You are given a special role. Silent Dancer. “

“Silent Dancer huh?” I thought to myself.
I glanced as I continued to read the contract.

“The Silent Dancer is a women who dances with the shadow’s her main goal is to be there for the Ringleader, her goal is to satisfy him, and she must do as he is told or”

Weird.. The next bit is blurred out.
I walked over to the big circus they had and I gave the Taker my contract and he smiled, tipping his hat “Well well well! We have a new dancer among us. Nice to meet you. Uhm. What’s your name Dear?”

There’s no way I'm telling them my REAL name..i dont trust them.. I need something fake.. Wait. The Silent Dancer. Silent..YES!



“Silent..” I said slow. My voice dripped with a lie warping itself around me.

The Taker seemed a little shocked. I said that as my name. He nodded and led me to the circus. The tents were big. I saw a Red tent, a pink one, a purple one, a green one A black one and a golden one. They were huge as I was talking with (I saw his name tag which said Kile As i walked with Kile i bumped into someone i stumbled off my feet and hit my butt hard on the floor. “Sorry i didn’t see you there I-” I looked up and my eyes widened, The guy in front of me was tall..very elan. He was at least 6’5 his green eyes pierced me and he tilted his head, his black and green streaked hair moved with him. His outfit was the same, it seemed Green and black, but the markings were of skulls? I mean it looked very attractive but. I got up and I dusted myself off and looked at the guy “Sorry” I said mumbling Kile grabbed my arm and it hurt badly as he pulled me closer”As a member of your role. You.Can’t.Speak.” My went went wide and I nodded, the look in my eyes seemed to apologize about it. And Kile nodded, smiling and turned towards the guy” This is our new Performer Silent, she is our new Silent Dancer.” The green guy nodded and smirked. “Wow. Seems like a childish little bitch.” I looked at him staring Dagger’s into him. I walked over to Kile and we walked off to the Black Tent and I looked around the room. It was nice and amazing but the smell of blood filled my lungs.

Why did it smell like this? I wondered. My eyes trailed around and I saw Blood!? Kile walked over and sighed muttering over his breath and he gestured to me to follow him, Am i gonna get killed!? I thought as I followed him and he showed me a costume. Oh.. wow.. It was fully black with slight purple mixes and I saw the hat, it had black bells and the outfit was amazing. I walked over knowing it was clearly for a boy. Then Kile spoke a bit. “You may customize your costume. We expected a male to join us but alas we found you. But we're very glad for it” Kile smiled at me and handed me the costume. And he let me try it on so I excused myself and I put it on, and put the mask on, the feeling was. Cold. the costume and the mask. I mean the costume was there for so and so years so they have a point about that. The black costume seemed to enwrap me into its color, my skin complexion seemed to go well with the black I walked back out of the room and when Kile saw me he smirked “well don't you look like an angel.” I smiled at his compliment and I nodded, my role seemed to quickly get to me and I walked around with Kile, we walked up near a red tent and walked in and as they did 4 figures were there then the green jester walked in which made it 5, the guy with the red and gold costume tilted his head and looked at "Who is she?” his voice low as if he also barely talked, Kile smiled at the jester and spoke”Well Zayne this is the new girl. Silent. She’s our new performer who’s gonna play in the black tent for now on, Silent this is Zayne,Zayne this is Silent” as soon as my eyes landed on him my chest went heavy, my eyes turned pink around him, his face and his body was so…seductive.. His golden eyes and long Black and gold hair screamed to me it seemed, his eyes were so enchanting a opened my mouth but i closed my mouth and stared his lean body made me stare for a bit too long, his eyes caught mine and he smirked, at him and I blushed turning away. And I looked at the other’s there was another he made purple and Midnight purple costume with pieces of black in there his hair was purple and black, nice combo i thought to myself as i backed up a bit and moved my head a bit from staring at Zayne, Kile then introduced them the purple guy was “Jestin” His performance name was puppet, then he pointed to Zayne and said his name was Zayne and his performance name was The shadow dancer, i guess he was like a dancer like me he nodded and gave me a slight bow and i was shocked and returned it. He smiled at me “”You could always come by my tent if you're willing, Ma’am.” I nodded and then Kile pointed to the boys. They looked like twins, their costume inverted with the others “Those are our twins Jalin and Jaie there both uhm… Unique..” The twins gave me a crooked look then a smile, each one going to my side “Welcome My lady!” said Jaie, Jalin grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him “Welcome Home~” I let go and glared at him I flipped him off as a very direct gesture and Zayne laughed a bit and that green jester his name was actually Jester! I was shocked by that news but i looked at the guy and i gave him a glare he called me a bitch so I didn't like him, but he smirked at me and Kile sent me over to my tent and I looked shocked as they cleaned it while i was gone, i set most of my stuff up, the smell of blood gone but it was half still there I grabbed some bleach from the cabinet and poured it around the smell relaxed my body and i then started setting up I had a show tonight after all!

Just wrote this -,-

I put a music box beside the entrance of the stage and I put black paint on the remainder of my open skin to get the puppet vibe better and I sat down e shoe’s pointing up right which came in my favor, people walked in and saw me and they whispered as they sat down they came in with food and everything else but what shocked me was that the others walked in Jester Zayne Kile and the twins they saw me and tilted their heads Zayne and Jester and the twins and kile sat on the front row there expressions amused even.

AHHH I LOVE IT!!!

it lowk feels like if Caraval actors had a book about them lolll but better!!!!

idk if i can type here but yesssss i agree and your writing is sooo good!!!

Thank you my dears!!!!!

Im adding my other bits right now !!!!!

I put a music box beside the entrance of the stage and I put black paint on the remainder of my open skin to get the puppet vibe better and I sat down e shoe’s pointing up right which came in my favor, people walked in and saw me and they whispered as they sat down they came in with food and everything else but what shocked me was that the others walked in Jester Zayne Kile and the twins they saw me and tilted their heads Zayne and Jester and the twins and kile sat on the front row there expressions amused even. The lights in the tent seemed to dim and the music box played a haunting song. My eyes kept closed as my body moved the areas that had paint seemed to be controlled but i was controlling it myself, I moved around the shadow seemed to help, i danced with my own shadow, my limbs went into the most weird movements and I opened as I rolled my hand over my face and a crack came from my head and i opened my eyes glaring at the audience and i moved again to look at them and i moved for the music box before it stopped playing and i ran to it as an act no music no dancing but right when it stopped my body stopped the expression stuck on my face. But then another song played upbeat but dark. I was moved by the lyrics “Taking a picture…” The song said. I walked up moving to the beat and I stopped near Jester but then i didn’t a move doing a handstand and my legs spun with me as I walked back on my hands which led to few OOs and AWs I smirked the whole time, my body changed,my mind went blank, i had one goal in that moment. Impress Zay- The audience yes! The sweet people. I kept dancing and moving around. Till my body ached then a slow song came on the titled read Siren. With that I took my mask off my eyes closed as my mouth opened. I wasn't singing i was lip syncing Kile was shocked i even did that no tried to go around it but i did, as the words you bad bad liar hit and glares at the twins then moved over and hand went out to Jester before the lyric said ill be there when you reality drowns , and i moved to Zayne as i spoke in my real voice whispering to him “You bad bad liar~” I moved back and I danced more and more and made a sexual gesture my hands going over my body and my eyes shut as I imitating a man around me, my body got sucked into the lyrics as if i was really the singer.. As the song died out I came to a bow. My eyes moved up and another song played but it was for people to leave but i was in my own world dancing to it, it was more of a psychological obsession to this song and i moved with it my smirk growing wider then it should. My body then gave out to dancing and I paused letting my boy down as the song died down. I went back to my old position and I looked at the crowd. They enjoyed it and even Kile gave me a thumbs up even Zayne did! Which meant it was really good, my expression changed a bit once everyone left, i only had one performance today since i joined in at a later time, and so i went to take my costume off and changed into an oversized hoodie and i went over to the bag i had and put my costume in there i was gonna change it a bit i didn’t really like it much and so i walked out and Zayne saw me, my social battery ran out while i was dancing so i was emotionless looking and he tilted his head at me and i kept walking I waved to kile as i left my eyes growing low and I walked away near the streets it was dark outside, the cold wind got into a tiny hole on my hoodie and i shivered as I went to my apartment and I sighed as i laid down, my back was in so much pain but i didn't say anything, my back pain was so bad I just laid there my job was only a nightly thing so that meant morning job searching! Fun.. I told myself as I got up early the next morning and as I turned around the corner, I bumped into someone and I held my head and I saw Jester. He glared at me and scoffed “Look who it is..silent dancer.. Horrible dancing by the way!” I flipped him off and walked away from him as he followed me and he smirked”Soo~ What are you doing out of your hellhole?” he said, my own mind about to go off on him but i didn’t care i walked to a coffee shop that was hiring and i walked over and went to the owner and pointed to the sign, he nodded as he gave me an apron and I smiled bowing to him, Jester watched and his eyes were too much on me, I put the apron on and I looked at Jester and shewed him away. He laughed and walked back to me “Well if you gonna be like that then i wont order~” i signed and i scoffed going behind the counter and let my boss show me a few things that i should know and i smiled as he got done and told me to start my “friends” order, I wasn't in the talking mood so i didn’t say anything i put a earbud in my ear and walked to Jester and tilted my head gesturing for him to answer me. He pointed to a coffee and said “I’d like a caramel iced coffee with some shots of espresso and white chocolate with some chocolate chips and whip cream then.. A cake pop! Thanks.. “ I glared at him, he was trying to make my day worse. I grabbed the cup and started to make it and i made it perfectly and put the cake pop in the drink knowing I wasn't happy with him and he smiled as he took it biting into it” Hm~ so sweet but yet so…adorably annoying

Everyone I have the acts ready!!!!! ready to see em ^^

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I have my oc's done if you wanna see it!!!!

I have silent and jester!!

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For you people -,-

I rolled my eyes and turned away, music playing softly in one earbud. As I worked, I swayed to the rhythm, lost in it.

Then, without thinking, I sang under my breath. “Boy, you’re a bad liar…”

Jester froze, eyes locked on me. For a moment, he looked almost hypnotized.

When I noticed, I stopped the music and gestured, You okay?

He blinked, shook his head, and muttered, “Yeah. I’m fine.”

But his stare lingered.

I went back to work glaring at him the whole time.
Jester just kept looking at me the whole time his eyes glaring at me,I ended up serving about 3 dozen people. The place was very packed and Jester had given me 5 dollars and left. I flipped him off for not helping and I did it until about 3PM which was when I got off. I walked to my apartment and I sighed as I walked in the smell still made me gag a few times but how did I know. I got my costume and started to fix it. I had till 7PM which was about what, what 3 4 5 6, 4 hours! Until I got this done, and I was able to do it. I fixed it up to be a skirt with it with fishnet leggings and some new shoes with it and i added a corset to the bodice and i tied it on myself and it was really nice i added a few chains and i had my hair in a left part and the rest hung over and i put my mask on and I looked in the mirror and I smiled, I walked out of my apartment and I walked to the circus i glanced at my phone and it read “6:50 PM” i was on time! I walked into the circus and I saw Zayne and I smiled and walked over to him and waved “Oh hi. “ he said looking at me smiling, I waved back and gestured "You okay?” He nodded and smiled” Yeah I am just waiting for someone to meet me here, though I feel like I got stood up so ha.” My head tilted and wondered as in a date? Or a friend? So I did a gesture of confusion and he laughed a bit, oh that laugh was nice… so nice.. “My friend. She was supposed to give me a few things but I got stood up by him so ha!” I nodded i sighed of relief and i nodded and waved by to Zayne as I went to my tent and saw Jester there his eyes scanning and he looked at me and I ignored him my tongue coming out of my mask and i looked dead at him and he flipped me off and returned it and I went to the stage of my tent and I sent out something else. I was setting up a trapeze and Jester saw me trying to tie the knots and he walked over and helped me better “Shorty” he said and I huffed gesturing “What are you even doing!?” He smiled but lifted my chin and brought me closer as he smiled”I’m just helping a hopeless little clown~” I glared at Jester and I walked away and i fixed the knot on the other side and i was gonna practice a bit and I got onto it and i looked down and i saw Jester waving at me and i sighed waving back and I got onto it and i hooked my legs onto the bar and swung. My body was like it was flying and I was going to the other one as it was still in the air and i got my arms on it and i unhooked my legs from the first bar onto the second one and I went into the air as i was propelled and I did a front flip onto the beam and I danced while I walked along the thin line and Jester was mesmerized and a few people started coming in early and saw me. I was still doing it until I had a full house! At least over a thousand people were there..I even looked down and waved at everyone my light assurance let the people know I was fine, and I tripped and my body went limp as I was about to fall but then a black gloves hand caught me, Zayne.. He caught me…. He lifted me back up and he bowed at me before letting me perform again and I reached my hand out wanting him to dance with me and he did! We both went into a rhythmical dance our body going in sync we both gave each other a light smile was we danced our night away, the performance was quite nice and then , heard people giving applause, at the bottom Jester had put a Trampoline for us to jump off with and i jumped my body spun into different way and i landed on my feet and i bowed as i did and walked off , i waves with both my hands and everyone started going up to me praising me for the performance! I nodded and waved and i saw Zayne jump down and he smiled at me and lifted my chin up a slight bit “Your very talented~ your very good a this Silent~” I nodded and he let go and Jester was glaring the whole time, he looked.. Mad? Perhaps..

O I forgot I put this here :o