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Hello, Im Gray, and in this ramble its about moi and moi boring life.😊

So, in the mix of my life the edges of normal and bad are blurred, as 3/7 days of the week consist of me having a "bad day". Today is one of those days. Im sitting on a crowded bus, in the cold autumn morning. I live in australia so thats why its fall, instead of whatever it is in the northern hemisphere. Now you may have noticed that when I wrote bad day, I used quotation marks. This is bcs I believe a bad day is made with a bad mindset. If I have a bad morning I will only focus on the bad things throughout the day.

But since I have created these theories I now notice that it isnt all that bad. Like today. For context I have to cross the road to get to my bus stop. And I was on the other side of the road. But the bus driver stopped there, and waited for me. The bus is public transport btw. Not a skl bus.

Anyway, im at skl now, bbyyyeee

Im cold, well my hands are cold. Idk why tho. Its annoying

Gray wrote: "Im cold, well my hands are cold. Idk why tho. Its annoying"

It is annoying. :f

I havent commented much today. So ill give you a recap of my day. I started it by eating cheese and crumpetts with black pepper on top, and some instant coffee (ngl it kinda tasted like almonds). Then I got ready for skl while watching the kalogeras travelling to japan vlog (theyre so funny, and they inspired me to wear my natural curly hair). Then I went to school aka six cruel hours of our lives. Anyway, I got to miss PE bcs I signed up for a maths competition (fyi when I signed up for it I had gotten an A on a maths test and lowkey thought i was einstein or smth). It was pretty fun tho. Then my friend told me that we have this like task on vaping and smoking and why you shouldnt do it (apparently potatoes and tomatoes have nicotene in them, js not a massive amount). During lunch I ran into someone from my debate team and she was saying that there is this girl in our team (lets call her camera) she just refuses to cooperate. Like Camera she went to the head of debating club and finalised hed speech before the team could read it. The after skl this girl (shes a fake friend, we call her tg, short for toxic gas bcs shes so toxic) lil back story first tho; there is this girl we'll call her E, E and tg met on the bus and then tg did smth and E stopped hangong out with her. I told E abt tg and we became friends. Now tg and E are friends again bcs tg lied to E abt what tg did. So then E ended up trusting tg with her secret. She has scoliosis and is getting surgery on it. And tg she went ahead and told me.
Then i went to footy, AFL, and I trained for an hour and a half. Anyhow i thiinnnkkk I might have a crush on this girl on my team, her name is Mollie, but i dont want to have a crush bcs the last crush I had... lets just say... it didnt work out.
Sooo... thats about it. Imma go to sleep now so ya.

Soz it's been three days, I just got a bit caught up getting used to skl bcs we just got back from our 2 week holidays. Update on the crush, I think I do have a crush on her, but the thing is I don't know her from skl, I know her from my footy team, and she's 2 years older than me, I'm a teenager btw, so it's a bit weird.
Anyway, I have a footy game tmrw and I'm rlly excited bcs I love footy sm! Also I would just like to reiterate, I'm an aussie, so by footy I mean AFL.

OMG ON FRIDAY I HAD THE CRAZIEST EXPERIENCE EVER!!!!!!! Oki so just soem context. I was voted as our homegroup's SRC (Student Representative Comitee) and that meant that on friday I had to go on an excursion. Why? Because some special guests that were leaders were going to be speaking to us, and that would help us be better leaders. Soo... I got on the bus, and when we got there, we were given a little booklet. This booklet contained the ppl that would be speaking. 3 special guests, who were they? First, the 2025 senior Australian of the year, Dr Karl. Then we had the 2025 young achiever of the year Amber Brock-Fabel. And the first ever Australian Astronaut and 2026 Australian of the year, Katherine Bennel-Pegg. I actually cant believe it. The whole experience was absolutely surreal and now I can tell everyone I met the first ever Australian Astronaut. I also got her signature, and Dr Karls.🩷🩷🩷😝

So, I'm currently in art and I just really wanted to vent bcs I'm like rlly angry rn, but I can't show that I'm angry bcs I'm supposed to be civilised and I can't break the rules, bcs I dont know, I can't just be a kid, I have to be fully grown but also keep my innocence even when I'm exposed to not so innocent stuff like swearing and... The Talk. I have this high expectation of myself which means I have to do everything I'm told and be a good student and I can't point out the fact that school sucks and the people suck and the teachers arent even teaching us anymore. But worst of all, yesterday, after skl I decided to go w my "friend" to a gas station to get slushies. I thought it would be fun bcs I looooovveeee slushies. Anyway, she is one of those manipulative toxic girls who ruin friendships and I dont even know why I agreed to go w her. I checked how much money I had, $4. The largest size is $3.50. I decided to get the largest one and she got the smallest bcs she only had $2. I didnt actually want to get the biggest one but she pressured me to, she grabbed the biggest cup and even though I said I didnt want the biggest one she forced me to get it anyways. After we paid for our drinks I started drinking mine. I'm a rlly fast eater bcs when I was younger I used to be the last one to finish my meals and that made my parents tell me to eat faster. Now I have digestion issues bcs I eat my food reaallllyyy fast. So I was drinking my "MASSIVE" slushie and obviously if I eat fast, I drink fast too. So, I had drank like one third of it and she saw and she was like "here we observe the bigback w the glasses chugging her smoothie". WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! Like bitch learn some basic human decency or shut the fuck up and dont say anything. She also forces me to give her money bcs apparently i've been stealing her food. NO I HAVENT! Shes been forcing me to eat it, even if I say no she'll say things like "No, you should eat it" and then force me to eat it. I have to take the bus w her everyday aswell bcs she doesnt know WHAT PERSONAL SPACE IS!!! Seriously shes always like right next to me and doesnt know how to take a hint when I take a step back. also once we were talking about fast food and she said "You look like the kind of person who would eat fast food"

Soz, the lesson ended and I had to shut my laptop. Anyway, THIS GIRL DOESNT HAVE ANY HUMAN DECENCY!!!

Yesterday I did an extremely reliable pinterest quiz to see if I was depressed or not. and then it said I was extremely depressed. so then I used a better website and apparently I need to go see a therapist... I dont want to do that tho bcs I dont want to tell my parents that Im depressed!

I told my parents what the girl said and my mom just emailed my teacher

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