the broken hearted discussion

think of any worse case scenarios and place them here. like this one.

if i went suicidal and tried to kill myself would you stop me or cheer me on?

id stope u id try to not leave u side me care for u lots

well there is one.

i may not know but what you need to know is that there are people that reaally love you out there and if i was standing there with you i would stop you and tell you that i loved you and im not the only one.

If Paul You Die Ill Have No Love Left I Wants U To Feel Happy And Loved Bye Me

jane said:I'd stop you. I have tried to commit suicide... It's not worth it in the end. You'll always have someone that loves you, whether you know it or not.

same here... i found it hard to KILL my self after....

Paul i would try to stop you. i know that i dont know you, but suicide isnt worth it. there are people who care about you, and i include myself in that group. I would be very upset if you ended it all.

DEFINITELY would do all in my power to stop u!!!! Exactly as Jane said, u 'll always have someone that loves u whether u know it or not (thanks Jane! I needed that today too!) If I get so upset about ur imagined death in the other group (by evil clones and machetes and fainting and excalibur,etc.) u can believe I would be devastated if anything were to happen to u in real life!!! I'm older than most of u in these two groups and I tend to think of u as either my kids or my younger siblings! U've been adopted be me (and in turn, by my teenage daughters who ask everyday if u r still alive in the other group). All of u matter!

awww that was very sweet Ginny:>

Thank you and it's all true! Love u all.

Paul (and no one get pissed or offended please!!!)

what if some DID say go shoot ur self or go ahead and do wat u want.... what would u do or/and say??

well i would comply with their wishes cause there is nothing left for me to live for.

O_O and if we said not to??

paul you have to understand that I care greatly about you. I know I dont know you personally, but I do care!!!! It would be greatly upsetting if anything happened to you.

hear hear steph!

I would try to stop you ....having tried suicide myself and seen the pain in my friends and families faces that I know I caused ....plus having to spend 10 days with strangers , being watched 24-7 by nurses and guards , and can't even be by yourself for one minute that was the result of my botched attempt . People do love and care about you Paul .It is obvious by all the responses . They would feel tremendous pain if you took your life . Can u do that to them? Think about it.

I would do everything I could to stop you. I've considered it myself, and summed up that it's not worth it. I don't know you all that well, but you have become a friend, and I care about your wellbeing.

Never forget that you have people who care Paul, because they do.

Don't you have plans that you wanted to do? Don't you want to achieve them for yourself? You have the intelligence Paul, that's for sure. You just have to commit yourself, and I reckon you can do that :)

but, do you understand me completly? i have a step-parent who gives a damn about me, always has me doing things, all she does is watch soap opras and sleep! my dad believes everything she says and i get punished for it. she even bitches about the littlest things, she takes it out on me! don't you get it! I.HAVE.NOTHING.LEFT.TO.LIVE.FOR!!!!

so it doesn't matter what happens i will still comply withg their wishes.

.... jane i'm pretty sure we care about u too... i know i do :)

and paul... i can relate... i understand you.... scarily its close to my life only i dnt live with my dad... i live with my grand parents....

you try imagining this... (and twin dnt freak out)

i come from a cultural/religious background where my religion says we're all equal we pray 5 times a day... the whole islamic thing...including the forbidden physical and verbal abuse... ok verbal abuse i can handle... buh my mum died (got killed by a cheating asshole... dad... who was going out with her doctor) wen i was 1.... my dad's suppose to b a religious leader ... so ppl believe he's good... buh till now i have a mjor fear of fire coz till he remarried (wen i was 4 to the doctor who killed my mum's cousin)he would physically abuse me (slam me against the wall... behind the door... and stick a light to my face and try to get it catch on to me)... wen he got married (i went to live permanently with my granparents mums side) the bitch of a step mum would swear at me in public behind dad's back and no one had the courage to tell my dad... an wen i did he didnt have the courage to tell her off... he wud force me to come over his house and verbally abuse me and my DEAD mother... for a time in my life he wud come over to visit me as religion required but did not look or say a word to me... i can only remember so many times while i was overseas he would call me and we would end up swearing at each other (which is forbidden by religioun btw) we just started talking ...maturily a yar ago buh he just realised i'm 18 and he's trying to be the daddy now coz i'm leagal age to marry his nephew.... to get into the country... then try imagining i have all my mums sisters and bros and all my cousins having a family and you know what?? coz i'm 18 they expect me to be able to get over it... and to top i work in a skool where i deal with parents so many who love their children soooo much... it really is painful to watch...:( i use to cut mu self continuaslly over my body... buh that dsnt always help...

but that is just skin deep people. around 9 or 10. I WAS RAPED BY MY OWN BROTHER!!!!!!!!! DON'T YOU GET IT?! I WAS RAPED! ME AND MY SISTER BOTH! now do you get it? no? well how about this. when i told my mom about this, she laughed. yes. she laughed. do you know how bad that hurts? she laughed in my fucking face!

O_O HOLLY SHIT!!!
ok.... yea i have NO idea wat ur going through....

Fuck that's harsh!

yea. nobody knows me, NOBODY!

mmm hands down u win sheesh.... u eva report that shit??
and how old were you?

Paul, please say you reported it! what happened to the bastard that did it?

zane, i have reported it but they are going to do nothing about it! i hate the sherrif's office and i hate the entire world! but next time i find the bastard, i'm going to kill him. you can bet on that! him and my stupid fucking mother. laugh in my face will she, how will she like her face cut open with a bouy knife?

i got raped by my "brother" too he thought it was funny he was fucked up and now he is a police officer what the fuck has the world come to little pervert i hated him of course he threatened to kill me if i told... i know how you feel man my sis got raped too by the same guy

O_O ok this is not right... where was it u 2 lived again?? wouldnt the ppl you tell "silence" him... and paul dude if u need help killing him... all you need to do is ask bro :)

How come the sherrif wont do anything about it?
Freaken hell, it's pathetic how corrupt the cops are.

its all bullshit.i think ppl who do stuff like that should disappear.my uncle did messed with me really bad,doing all kinds of things for years.i didn't tell anyone for a long time cause i was scared.finally one year i told my dad,i was about 12 then,and my dad beat the shit out of is brother.i haven't seen hime in almost 7 years now.i wish he was dead.i'm sorry about what happened to you paul and macabre, but don't let it get you down.live life cause some things are worth living for.

Yeahhhh well he was a douche bag i dont know why so many people are like that its muffed uuup

yeah it is,but without the bad there would be no good.

but the question to all of you is this: did your mother laugh in your face and said you were full of it?

depends which mother i told the story to i have had like 4 moms the mother of the one that did it would have the mother now wouldnt care and the foster mom yea idc and my other mother woud have said deal with it.

no she didn't and i'm sorry ur mom did that.

well mine did.

yeah well if mine woulda laughed i would scewerd her so they are all lucky little pricks and they all woulda died if they woulda laughed about it was soo close to doing it though buuuuuut look on the bright side i wouldnt be here if i woulda killed abunch of useless people anyway :D

i'm sorry just trying to give advice,i was told its one of the only things i'm good at.like i said sorry

no i like advice i like people :D hehehe im a little crazy sometimes but arent we all :D

thanks but i might just keep my advice

from now on,i don't want to make ppl upset at me

:O no one is at least im not :D

i am not upset at you.

ok then

oh boy... is this topic depressing or what??

heh heh heh heh

well yea.

yeah it is lets talk about something else

THANK YOU!!!

what do u want to talk about ppl?

potatoes :-)