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Nyghtmare, Master of MMORPG
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Sep 17, 2010 04:05PM
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I'll post my latest prophecy.
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Then sickness
Bruises and breaks
Cutting and stabbing
Ends in death
What does it mean?
Oh and today my eyes are moss green and tinged with a yellow ring.
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Dude! That's cool!
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I think I predicted someone's death.
you know what's weird? this girl in my P.E. class broke down and said, "Can I go scream in a closet? I'm going to go scream in a closet!" And she ran out of class.
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WHY CAN"T I DO ANY DAMN THING RIGHT?!?!?!
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MY family nearly found out and I'm to sick to eat a thing from depression!
8 french fries nearly came back up!
If your family knew you could have anti-depressants
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I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
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Wait... Why are you depressed? I can help.. I help my friends all the time when they're sad pr depressed. What's wrong??? ):
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I've been feeling depresed lately..... i hate it. I have to act like im still the happy joke around kid because my moms bi-polar and if i told her shed either cry or get mad. My sister makes fun of me alot and it messes with my self estemm and she says 'get over it, because you know it's not true', but it hurts. My dads always traveling for work, so hes not around alot. Im getting b's in math because im in all pre-ap and my dad thinks i can do better, even though im stressed. My mom died 6 years ago, I barely see my brother and when i do he screams and cries and yells at me that he hates me because my stupid ex-step mom is lying to him, and im a frickin loser
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Oh Emily, I'm sorry. That's horrible. Is your brother older or younger than you??? It'll all get better in time. [=
He's 10. My step mom hates us and refuses to send him. Oh, and did I forget to mention that all of this has happened in a 6 year time frame. I'm 13.
Oh, I'm so sorry..... like I said before, it'll all get better in time. Like the Leona Lewis song!
Whose she?
Okay, that songs cool, but it doesnt work like that. You dont just get better. I might never get better, and i might have to live this my whoe life. I cant just let go of everything, because it's made me who i am.
TRYING TO RECOVER FROM DEPRESSION IS "HARD AS HELL" !!!!
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I got diagnosed with depression.Depresiion isn't fun, I acn tell you that.
Laura wrote: "First there's sprains Then sickness
Bruises and breaks
Cutting and stabbing
Ends in death
What does it mean?
Oh and today my eyes are moss green and tinged with a yellow ring."
Oooh ooh!! My eyes are like that tooo!! Except they're like that all the time...except for when I'm crying...then they're freakishly green...and when I'm wearing blue...then they're blue...or when I'm wearing gray...then they're gray. *rants on about eyeballs*
my horse died...:( and im really depressed and i dont now what to do:(
The funny thing about depression- A lotta people see it from just one angle, they only see the people who openly act depressed as 'sad' or 'depressed'. I'm often depressed, I think about death quite often and sometimes I start to cry, but I hold it in. I often feel really, really sad and I can never get out of bed in the morning....all day I feel dizzy and I'm almost falling asleep, and I haven't smiled much at all. Yet I act....cheery and stuff. I dunno, it's wierd....it's like, if I'm with a friend, or writing something, I feel and act all happy but when it's just me to myself I'm sad and lonely....but in a way, I like it. And I would never, ever kill myself...
I feel depressed because we moved to the U.S from Canada last year, I'd been living in canada my whole life, in the same house for 11 years. Before I moved, my cat whom I loved so much got stolen, then my gecko got so sick we had to give him away, then when we moved I had to leave behind everyone i'd ever known + our three snakes, back home in Toronto where my grandparents live and where I was born. Then my parents moved apart, my dad was seeing someone else for awhile, my parents aren't fully divorced and they're getting back together again which is awesome but they still live apart, the guy i really like is my friend's boyfriend and she's shoving it in my face, and I feel so excluded from my friends....they all talk about things I don't know or care about all the time...
I had kidney cancer when I was 2 and apparently the chemo affected my brain in some ways, so my memory is a bit messed up, and I have a math disorder,and I have a scar that stretches from my stomach to my back which is getting tighter as I get older and taller and bigger, so I can't quite breathe when I run. I pass out from lack or iron sometimes, I take pills for that, I've been to the hopsital for something major nearly evrey year of my life, I was born with a huge birthmark on my lip so I had to get plastic surgery when i was in grade 1....
I miss the snow so much, I can barely exhist without the cold....my best friend goes to the school I really wanted to go to as well....
ok, there it is, the epic story of why i'm sad.
I get a simalar feeling to that, and i really hate it. I don't like this whole crap fest, and though i've never siriusly thought of suicide, but i do wonder about it alot.I'm guessing all this depresion is caused because my mom died, my parents got divorced, i haven't deen my brother since june, PEOPLE KEEP MAKING FUN OF MY LAST NAME,i'm i a writters block, my snarkybi-polar mom is up in my case 24/7, my sister is the most annoying person in the world,i'm possibly bi-polar, and the girl i thought was my friend usedme, then pushed my boundries and insulted my mom, and now she tries to insult me at every chance she can.
Not to mention my sister makes fun of me when i cry, my parents leave every night, yet think i can't be alone, and my step mom is holding babysitting over my head whenever i mess up.
FML
oh, and did i forget to mentionpeople make fun of a scar i have across my forehead and call me freaky because im a contorsionist?
my horse died...:( and im really depressed and i dont now what to do:(
Sorry, that must suck.
I "HATEEEEEEEE DEPRESSION " :(
