Problems with Life/Emos and Goths discussion
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Surpressing emotions
Kat wrote: "O I DEFINTLY DONTSHOW EMOTIONS... very rarly do i... and it is because of my brothersand beeing bullyed for a cople years... NOW IM POPULAR... HOW the HELL DIDI THAT HAPPEN!?!?!??!?! I DONT WAANT T..."I understand wat u mean. I went to a HUGE School to a small school so I know most of the kids that are in my graduating class (class of 12). Some of them know what I've been through but I don't tell the EVERY thing. Only time I tell some one is if I know them very well. I normally hold my emotions in, I know its not good for me. But that is what I've grown up too. Only people who would know me really well would know there is something thats bothering me. Other than that I'm quiet. Only really person at my school who would really know something is up is my friends Alex and Lashell. But over at my old school (long n confusing story how I see my friends from my old school every day in the morning and after noon) only people who would know is my boyfriend, Amanda, Cassie, and Richia. They all know me pretty well.
i have Kyle (meh uffy fluffy pillow...),Kayla (kyle's girlfriend... she thinkes it is funny when i flirt with him), Twitchy, Amy (kyle's twin), and Emily....i have lots of aquantences... when someone does not have a group we take them in and then we make or find them a group...
i have my moments (like every teen has and if you bother me (not inclouding Amy, kyle, Twitchy(sometimes), and Kayla))...
i find it sad when a real person dies i don't show any emotion and i don't feel anything but if a book charictar dies (that i like) i can't stop crying...
srry kat, i know wat u mean i cried so hard when this one character from the hungergames series was shot and killed
IM NOT ALL ALOWN! HAZA!
I have a tiny mental bottle.I fill it with hurt,anger,hatred,and possible murder schemes(I'll say it later)...I snapped once because my bottle broke and stabbed a kid with a pen,luckily I was only suspended.Against the boy I would gladly kill(I've almost dun it twice now)I tried to kill him by stabbing him in the neck.I told them I was only trying to stab him not kill him.The first attempt was by choking him to death.
The bottle was created in fifth grade,and I'm and eighth grader now...three years...wow.
I deny insanity,I am normal,AND JUST BECAUSE I FEEL WORTH SOMETHING AND ALIVE AND GOOD INSIDE WHEN I IMAGINE PEOPLE SCREAMING IN PAIN AND ME SKINNING THEIR FACES OR THE LIKE DOESN'T MEAN I'M INSANE!!
have you tried one of thows squeesy things? im in 7th...im too chican to do anything like that... but i amagin it.... and it makes me happie when i do... it helps to have friends that you can tell anything to...
I tell one friend a lot about things like that. She even said that if we saw HIM again at the festival we were at(i heard his voice saw him and hid behind her,growling)that she would hold him down while i stabbed him and skinned him alive(I always have a knife in my pocket).I tried to gouge his eye out once-smile-.I also tried to beat him to death too so that makes 3 counts of attempted murder.Damn.We didn't se him again though
wow you are scaring me... but i dont care... dont murder him... jail is not fun... or juvie...
Scaring??I'm just different.
I'm just a little different.
Is that scary?I find it amusing.
i find it amusing when i scare the shit out of ppl... but i dont act on my killing emotions like you do... i probly would if i did not grow up on a military base...
but...killing sounds fun and easy...especially when you slit their arms and legs open and watch them bleed and scream...and then you'd just slit open their throats and watch them die...am I scaring you again?
no... i want to go into forensics as a job so...
what?
i want to go into NCIS... so i dont have to deal with savilions all that much...
clever! but it would be hard to pull it off... youd be suprised at what they can do...
:( im soo hurt from my friend :( THE ANGER I HAVE IS ALMOST BITTER HATRED NOW :( TOM REMOVED ME AS A FRIEND AND DIDNT TALK TO ME YET :(
I TOLD YOU TO NOT GET TOO CLOCE! BUT YOU DID NOT BELIVE ME... I DONT JUDGE TILL I KNOW
...i'll stay out of this......idk wacha talking about so ya
i like gosip... but i dont spred it till i know it is apsaloutly true... and ... i usualy dont anyways...
YOU LIKE THAT LOAD OF SHIT?!
i like to have knoledge of whats up... but i dont spred it...
AHAHAHA I DID THE IMPOSIBLE!!! I MADE THE TEEM! idk if it is A B or C teem BUT I MADE A FLIPPING TEEM!!!!sory for my flip out
*e-hem*
what were we talking bout?
soky wrote: "AHAHAHA I DID THE IMPOSIBLE!!! I MADE THE TEEM! idk if it is A B or C teem BUT I MADE A FLIPPING TEEM!!!!sory for my flip out
*e-hem*
what were we talking bout?"
:P
~~queen of death~~*Music is life* wrote: "i supress my emotions around people a lot i'm just wondering if anyone else does too....i hope i'm not the only one..."I do too, don't worry... And then it all comes out against the people that actually seem to care...
I KNOW RIGHT!
what?
Thats what Dark-chan calls me, it means 'little sister'.
Even though I'm three inches taller.
o... ok... im like a head taller than everyone in my class...
o and i dont mean just my home room i mean my class of like 500and somthing!
>:( I'm F*CKING ANGRY!!
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I put all my emotions in a little botle... and once you are a goodfriend i give you a part of the bottle and it is forever in there hands... it is HARD to becomea friend that close...