Help is Here (Breakout) discussion

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HI! i'm all depressed and stuff today. and i was yesterday, and the day before. and idk why!

Well how are you feeling? What are some recent events that occured?

just, not happy. i just wake up and then i'm all depressed and stuff. i threw forks at the wall today too. i got hit in the head. IT WAS FUNNY! and i think i know why i'm all depressed and stuff.

And why is that?

I have a HUGE crush on this boy in school. He just, acts like I don't exist and treats me like that too. Every time I see him, I can feel my heart break a little more every day. I look at him at lunch, in the hallway, omg he's so cute. But you're a dude so to boys that would be with a girl. Except I get all worked up about Darren. That's his name.

I totally can relate to your problem Izzy! I am currently head over heels in love with this girl at my school. She is everything and we are best friends. Im her LITERALLY best friend. We give presents and always hang out. Does she like me? I always go to bed thinking of her, dream of her, and wake up with her on my mind, and on my mind all day. We know eachothers darkest secrests. She said to her friend that she would TOTALLY date me if she wasnt so mad at boys right now (Horrible Breakup!) Do I have a chance?

Probably. If she said that to her friend then yeah there is. I'm not so good with these kinds of things though. I'm bad with emotions. I was always like, left out and like a shadow when I was a kid and I still am. Except when I'm with my friends Destiny and Naoimy.

OMFG!!!!!! I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK! THAT SCARED ME!!!

All you need in life is true friends. You dont need popularity. Be happy with the friends you have, appreciate them, show them they matter. If I was you i'd try to make myself more noticable to Darren. You could show off your talents. Try to talk to him, be subtle though. And just relax, he's not the most important this in the world to you I assume....so just relax. :)

I try to talk to him but I get too nervous and stuff. Besides he just pushes me away. I don't even know him either. My uncle snuck up behind me and screamed like,"RAAAAAAAAAAAA!" and I screamed so loud I'm pretty sure China heard it.

Thats so funny! Focus on those types of funny and good times. If you dont know him, and get nervous...he might just be another player type boy, who knows? Get to know him...but dont ask around, ask him! I understand the butterflies in the stomach...but control them, whisk them away, and show him that YOU are there YOU are in control and YOU are great. :)

He probably is a player. He sits with alot of girls at lunch. He's the only boy there too. but yay i'm great. I just don't know how to talk to him. I mean, my friends have lockers so close to his and idk.

You have to try, thats all I can say. :)

ok. I gotz some eggnog. =) I'm gonna get high off of a sharpie marker then throw another fork at the wall. brb

eggnog? Wow I've done that sharpie thing a lot BUT DONT DO IT! Thats dangerous! Please, this group is about helping...dont hurt! Dont damage your walls either!

Umm, I guess my problem is I have really scary, twisted, and horrifying dreams. I don't think I've ever had a pleasant dream in my whole life! :(

Yeah eggnog! it's awesome! AWWWWWWWWWW I can't find a sharpie! I'll just throw the fork. DON'T TRY AND STOP ME CUZ I ENJOY IT!

DONT DO IT! Listen please! This isnt a joke. I know this isnt serious but honestly...dont!

Anyone have any advice for me?

Too late I already did...And the fork bounced back and hit me in the head. It was funny. Well to me it was.

REally summer? What are the dreams? And Im dissapointed in you Izzy :(

I'm sorry.......='( I've been doing that all day though. And I threw a couple at a few random people too...........

Thats mean though! You should apologize to them

But they're gone. I did that hours ago. *frowns* I'M SORRY!!!!

Sabore wrote: "REally summer? What are the dreams? And Im dissapointed in you Izzy :("

Well the one last night I got stabbed in the stomach when I was strapped to a table. The one before that I had 'wings' and I got shot at over the water and I fell into the water and drowned, and the one before that I was rowing a boat and a giant shark came and ate me.

THAT'S SCARY! Wait, in Tenth Grade Bleeds Vlad has the same dream of getting stabbed while being strapped to a table too! that's just weird.

Yeah, it is! Wow, that is weird.

You should be sorry, that wasn't very nice. :(
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Okay Summer these dreams we must analyze. Okay, all you wind up perishing. They are all violent. YOu are scared of them I know also. Something has to be causing this. Whats going on in life right now? Also, what makes you happy? I feel something is scaring you in real life projecting dreams. Maybe somebody is overpowering you, or you are stressed about something, or MAYBE you think this is going to happen.

Hmm, well the shark one might have something to do with my fear of sharks. And I have a tree outside my window, and I guess I'm also afraid of someone coming in and killing me. I guess one of my biggest fears is someone coming into the house and killing me.

Thats an offly big fear. You have to remind yourself the chance of that is 1 in 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000. You eed to remember things will be fine!

Alright! Thanks! :)

Sabore wrote: "You should be sorry, that wasn't very nice. :(
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Okay Summer these dreams we must analyze. Okay, all you wind up perishing. They are all violent. YOu..."

Ok that hurt my feeling just now.

What hurt your feelings? Im sure you hurt the feelings of the people you threw forks at! But ok Summer!

Now you're making me feel bad! I'm still depressed and stuff I don't need to feel more bad.

Umm, sort of. Actually there's a nightmare that happens every week or so, but for someone reason, I love it, even though it's really really scary...