Problems with Life/Emos and Goths discussion
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whel the dictionary def. is somthing like a kind of hard rock music but with EMOTIONALLYRICS...emotional lyrics=emotional thaught...=emotional state at mind...
emo to me is you have extreem highs and extreem lows...(that is the main reason for cuting)
and who cares what others thinck... be yourself... if they judge you they are below you be open and confedent ... dont shrinck out of it... be staled... dont let pain or hurt show on your face DO NOT SHOW disapointment...(that is what bulies want...)
show them the real you... dont be self conchas... be self confedent... nomater your sexual prefrance or how YOU feel ti is YOU and no1 elce...
the reason people bully emo's is because they dont understand why they do it to themselves. When I was a real girl, I thought i would never be emo, just like those girls on "16 and pregnant" never thought they would be.... well, 16 and pregnant.....LOL that was a weird comparison...
ya... that is what i do...and i also outsmart them...
i start to be bitchy or ignore them completely...
I back talk... and... do other things with my words...
i do some pretty ugly things with words inside my head... i never really say it though...
I say them.I say them and make them all wish they had never even looked at me.
there's a list of people that hate me and i never talk to them...
I have a black list.
I have a kill list. well, its more like the list of people that i want to kill.
kill lists are amazing. mine just keeps getting longer and longer.
yeah me too. i just can never bring myself to do it. but cutting myself is different.
It's quite different.
yeah. but trying to get out of the stuff i've done in the past is hard to do. it really sucks.
finally someone agrees with me.
Haunted... You are NOT helping... I'm trying to get her to
STOP
!!!!!! I'm trying to stop for her and my friends but she just continues doing it. She should me something that really frightened me!
Creeper goes BOOM!... Minecraft reference? ;)
☯↔∂жα♬★ Violet Ridley ♬ Lithium ♬ wrote: "i do some pretty ugly things with words inside my head... i never really say it though..."
I cuss alot @ school, but if I even said the word hell in front of my mom shed beat the damn fudge out of me O_0
I cuss alot @ school, but if I even said the word hell in front of my mom shed beat the damn fudge out of me O_0
haha... me too...
no... but i wish i did... but all my ansesters did... and i am jelios... i want to go to Nice, France...
KB (Everybody's Fool) wrote: "Haunted... You are NOT helping... I'm trying to get her to STOP!!!!!! I'm trying to stop for her and my friends but she just continues doing it. She should me something that really frightened me!"I was just trying to say that that kind of crap is really hard...
i agree. even stopping with the razor blade and my wrist is hard to do cuz i feel almost close to happy now. but not anywhere near.
so close... but jet soooo far... i know how you feel... exept i dont kut... thow i come close... and i dont have a nife...
i cut myself at a friends house today... not exactly the best thing...
ya...
For some reason i've been listening to s&m by Rihanna, i like it kinda ahahahhaha.I love who i am now. I mean i have regrets, im still very confused, i dont like being bi, i hate it in fact
but im goth
im weird
im a freak
a nerd
a loser
a geek
a jerk
a totally different person
and im DAMN PROUD OF IT!
ME TOO.. but i dont thinck im bi... im not going to say if i am or not till i know... i first am going to try both... you know... but other than that... im all of the stuf you sed... but im borderline goth and im emo.... it is all the same for you and me...
Yup, and i hope people know im all that stuff.And i hope they know i do feel what they say.
I hope they know what they say hurts, its because of them i cut. Its because of them im the way i am.
So if they wanna judge me and call me all those things.
Its their fault.
Sabore wrote: "For some reason i've been listening to s&m by Rihanna, i like it kinda ahahahhaha.I love who i am now. I mean i have regrets, im still very confused, i dont like being bi, i hate it in fact
but im..."
Wow thanks... I'm pan/omnisexual and proud of it!
U should be!!!!! Now are you female or male KB? And my ex girlfriend whos a good friend (though its sometimes awkward) is also Pan!
Creeper goes BOOM! wrote: "What did she show u?"Olivia can I tell them? Cuz that freaking scared the shit out of me. I know I sound like a hypocrite with the fact that I'm thinking about doing that tonight but still.
pan/omnisexual im sory... but im only firmiliar with strait, gey, lesbian, and bi... what does that mean?
i feel rely stewpid and bad... but i onistly have no idea what that means...
it means that you like anybody, gay, lesbian, straight, bi, pan, trans, hermaphrodite....anybody regardless of gender.it usually consists of a "gender blindness" in which they see the person for who they are, not wat gender they are.
cool... pan?trans?
Sabore wrote: "U should be!!!!! Now are you female or male KB? And my ex girlfriend whos a good friend (though its sometimes awkward) is also Pan!"I am something... Online I am gender fluid. I have not dated anyone though am wishing to go out with two people (depends on who asks me first or if I ask them first. I'd ask the girl if she broke up with who she's dating but if the guy asks me before that I'll say yes.)
i'sOkAy (European Noble)Oui....nein wrote: "cool... pan?trans?"will someone anser me...
oh and i'sOkAy....Pan is the same as omni
OOOOO... trans?
Gender fluid is someone who'd rather not disclose their gender and trans is transgender or both genders same person.
no wonder trance sounds formiliar...
Trans-, not "trance"... Trance is different.
i'sOkAy (European Noble)Oui....nein wrote: "so close... but jet soooo far... i know how you feel... exept i dont kut... thow i come close... and i dont have a nife..."
its okay if you dont have a knife. In fact, it means that you have more control that the ones of us who cut. (no offense to us) Dear, it's alright, we know you hurt inside as much as we do. Being emo is not a style, act, or decision. It's sort of a state of mind....
its okay if you dont have a knife. In fact, it means that you have more control that the ones of us who cut. (no offense to us) Dear, it's alright, we know you hurt inside as much as we do. Being emo is not a style, act, or decision. It's sort of a state of mind....
It is a state of mind. I wish I could get out of it.
Fun and laughter is great, i dont hate it actually bu t its so hard covering the truth.
So how do i show im goth without being able to wear the clothes...my parents would freak on me, say i like goth which is a bad thing to them and get upset. They would accept me if i openly admit it, but just like my LIKELY bisexuality...I cant admit it yet.
I dont know if i can ever.
HELP :)