Problems with Life/Emos and Goths discussion

It makes me see the darker things of life...i could be at the edge of a mountain with an amazing veiw and all i think of is falling/jumping off....

it makes all the hies and lows of life more extreem... wich is not allways good

i'sOkAy (European Noble)Oui....nein wrote: "it makes all the hies and lows of life more extreem... wich is not allways good"

Agreed...

my mum calls me "the most negative and conplaining person i've ever met"....
If she wanted to meet someone negative, here's negative for ya.
NEGATIVE MAN.

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On a bed,a seven-year-old girl lay down,half-asleep.Her
dark eyes began to open slowly.She stared at the walls for
a while,but eventually sat upright on the bed,shivering in her
sheets.A sharp pain suddenly passed through her leg as she
tried to get up and go to have breakfast.
"Oww!"
She said quietly,going back to sitting so that there would
be no pressure on her leg.The little girls mother had
heard her daughters tiny cry,and came rushing into
the bedroom to see what was wrong.
"What happened?"
The mother asked,sitting beside the young girl.
"Nothing,mommy."
The little girl said,not wanting to worry her mother.
Her mother rose an eyebrow,but didn't say anything.She
kissed her daughters forehead and left the room once
more.Slowly,the girl turned back to her leg and rolled
her nightdress up so that she could see what had sent
that painful feeling through her whole body.Her eyes
widened slightly when she saw a huge,purple bruise
right above her knee.It was in the shape of the top bit
of a spoon.
This meant only one thing...what happened last night hadn't
been a dream.
"Daddy really did hit me with the wooden spoon."
She mumbled softly to herself.Fresh,warm tears began to
drip down her cheeks and onto the sheets.She threw
herself off the bed and ran to the closest bathroom.
"Why?"
She said to herself,looking into the mirror.
"Daddy loves me!He wouldn't do something like this unless
I did something really bad!Did I hurt someone?Did
I make Daddy sad?What did I do?WHAT'S
WRONG WITH ME?!"

Now,I'm not the same,small girl who was too weak and broken to fight back.I'll never be who you want me to be.I'm going to be who I want to be.It's my life,not yours.And I've made it my mission to make sure my little brother and sister remain happy and strong.You can't hurt us.We don't go down without a fight.They will NEVER go through what I went through.

And that's just a little part of how it affected my life.

Keep strong my friend what does not stop you makes you stronger

I' sorry, Christina /:

Everyone says that...

Every one bites the dust! *music is my sole* wrote: "Keep strong my friend what does not stop you makes you stronger"

except you...thanks :3

see im not going to say im sorry because i dont like sypethy..... i appreciate a quote like i said or a well thaught out sentince that means alot to that one person..... so that is what i give you..... i give you my incuregment.... not my sympethy... everyone has something that deserves sympethe.... but it is so unfair at how 'spoted' that sympethy is given....

Thanks. :/

Just because all I say is sorry
Doesnt' mean I don't feel her pain
Doesn't mean I don't wish I could help,
Doesn't mean I don't know what she's going through.

I've been in similar positions.
I know what you're going through, Christina.

im not saying you dont im just explaining why i did what i did
im sorry if i offended you.... i can see why if i did

Nope. Don't say sorry.

Christina, you know I'm here for you. And yes, I hate apologies, too, but sometimes they're all someone can offer. I can't hold you, and tell you everything will turn out for the best. I can't reassure that every move you make will be the best. But I guarentee this; if you need to talk, I'll always be here.

You didn't offend me. I know what you meant.

Quinn wrote: "Christina, you know I'm here for you. And yes, I hate apologies, too, but sometimes they're all someone can offer. I can't hold you, and tell you everything will turn out for the best. I can't reas..."

Thanks...so much...
It feels rlly good to know there are ppl out there who get it

I know it's hard.

And now,so do I...
I don't feel alone anymore :)

i come online so i dont feel alone

same

no one understands me, and if Im not happy for everyone they get all worried I think only reason they worry is because they think Im a freak.

Just because I say I'm fine doesn't mean the pain doesn't linger. I Say things are going great hell down below my blood is stewing. I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But theirs something about you that makes me want to come back, I know i shouldn't things will just go back the way they were. The bruises have faded dad, but the pain you've caused me and left me with is unrepairable. i can't understand still why you would do that to such a young girl, don't you understand not one male figure in my life hasn't hurt me? Hasn't seen me as some punching bag to let go of stress on? I don't care if you've had a bad day at work. I became a mom two my younger sisters because of you. I grew up in a home that had a wife and child beater for a father, what was mom supposed to do? Leave me with you? if she had there isn't much chance i would still be alive. You have to realize you hurt me? Then why is it that even when I want to come back the first thing you do when i walk through the door is yell. We haven't hugged in 3 years, I hate my life because of you. Because of you! F*** you dad, f*** you.

Next morning, everything's forgiven.
Well guess what?
Not this time. The memorise come back to haunt my mind every single night.
I just sit in my room and cry.
And it's not only me I'm crying for.
Do you know that I once sat with my little sister till 2 in the morning?
Just trying to get her to sleep peacfully after the way you treated her.
At least her mind was on what I told her, not what you shouted at her.
I'm done hoping that one day you'll realize what you've done...
Some things just can't be forgiven or forgotten.

Christina I'm not going to say I'm sorry because the I'm sorry's I get all the time make me want to vomit but I wil say stay strong, he may hurt you emotionally or physically but you have to power to pull your self up and become an even stronger women from the abuse you are having to suffer. Message Me, <3

Same to you :)
If you ever need anything, you can message me too.

I'm sorry for both of you Maddie and Christina. Sorry really is all I can say because I've never been your position. I can offer you a person to talk to and confide in but I can't fully understand what you're going through. I'm sorry.