The Middle discussion

I want a boyfriend. I'm not gonna lie, I want one. My friend Lily's boyfriend is AMAZING!! He's like, a hottie. And he has a friend named Miles who is interested in me, but I still like a boy named Erik who I've known since I was born. We used to take BATHS together. Erik and I have been together when we were little, and that was just young, stupid, grade school love. We have kissed. Thrice. And he is a HAWT MAMA!!! But, Miles, I still know has feelings for me. Yet I JUST met him. ???

Well....

Dont ask me for advice, because my nickname at my school is Loveless Clari....grrr...and I liked someone too...till she (yes, I said she) went to highschool, and im stuck here as an 8th grader! Grrr....

Ok, so you are a les. That's okay! I can put up a thing that shows their support for gays. Don't be afraid to admit it, I understand... :)

Thankies, my friend...

clarinet_friend13 wrote: "Well....

Dont ask me for advice, because my nickname at my school is Loveless Clari....grrr...and I liked someone too...till she (yes, I said she) went to highschool, and im stuck here as an 8th..."

You got held back or was she older than you??? Awww must suck. Well their are plenty of girls that you'll like.

She was a year older than me

Oh okay, did she like you back??

No...I never told her I liked her....and she always asked me for advice on how to catch this one boy named Cameron....and it killed me....haha

Awwwww that's so sad. Aww well you'll find another girl that likes you the way you will like her.
Okay, I have always been curious but I don't mean to offend you at all. In no way because I'm okay with homo people.
I'm going to take the time to expain to you everything so this might be a little long.
Okay, my friends at lunch talk about everything and by everything I mean everything. So we were talking about guys (but not me sense I can't date and only like movie stars that are way to old for me but whatever) and this one girl Maddie randomly says the gay guys are always the good looking ones and the best to go out with. All the striaght girls think that and I wonder if the homos (both boys and girls) think anything like that about the straight boys or girls?? I'm just curious. If you don't to answe that it's fine and if you don't have an answer because you don't know that's fine too.

Personally, I think that IF i was straight, I'd like gay guys....I dont know why...but, Obviously, I find straight girls attractive, since I fell madly in love with one, and im still trying to cope...But, I like lesbians too...I think it depends on the person...I am not attracted to straight guys at all, let alone gay ones...its hard to explain...

Awwwww that's sad and you can't exactly NOT fall for straight girls because they are all around you and girls are just very close, like if your friends with a girl they tell you everything and after a long while of not seeing your friend you hug a lot. Straight girls are just straight out odd. I should know I am one.
Another odd question, isn't it awkward in the locker room?? If a whole bunch of guys. Started changing in front of me I would feel totally awkward. It's the same thing for girls for me as well. People without clothes are just awkward for me. Is it awkward for you??

Not really....thats where I met my girly...in the lockeroom....fabulous thnigs go on in there, like true love...haha...and awkward convo's in bra and underwear with fellow friends....haha...I dont really mind at all, but thats just me...im open like that with people....its not like we're nude or anything...

Hahahahahahahhahahaha...... Well that's good. The power of the locker room. Where you meet true love and heartbreakers (not intentionly of course). I always wanted to talk to a gay guy. I don't know why. Plus they're the nicer and they actaly talk about something other than girls but *sighs* I like the bad boys and they always talk about girls. *sigh* you're straight or homo. It's always complex.

Haha....I dont have any gay friends, because there are no gay guys at my school...its quite sad...

Awww!! I heard gay guys were the best guys to be friends with. When you are Muslim and can't date like me and just need to talk to a guy I can have a gay friend that I can talk to.

Yeah, I understand...but, dating isnt that amazing, in my opinion....Im not going to date till im out of highschool, bcause i really dont see a point....especially in the lower grades....when people say "We're going out!" im like "Going out? Going where? can I come?"

I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another question, sorry so many questions i'm terrible. I give you permission to slap me if we were meet.
But do you find girls pretty with make-up or without??
Gosh and some werid questions too. I give you premission to slap me twice.

Screams!!!!!!!! I just got a FREAKING BOYFRIEND FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY CRAP!!!!! WOO HOO!!! CJ IS HIS NAME AND HE IS AMAZING!!! :)!!!

Yay thats great im happy for you :)

I dont have a boyfriend. And I don't really care if I get one. I'm not in a hurry plus I don't really see the point in dating while your in high school. Its not like its a real relationship thats gonna last more then a few months.

Zoha wrote: "I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another question, sorry so many questions i'm terrible. I give yo..."

I would never slap you, doll!!!! Hahaha...But, personally...hmmm, this is a semi hard question...You know, I dont really look at the outward appearance. I look at whats inside a person. To me, you could be the ugliest girl on the face of the planet, but if you want to love me, and you truly think im your world, then i love you. Its all about respect. You see, I dont wear makeup...the girl I like did...but, ive also had some crushes (not as big as this one) where girls didnt wear makeup, too....Idk...its a hard one....but, all your questions are fabulous, and I love answering them!

I'm not going to lie when I say I believe that people shouldn't date until they get to high school... And I haven't started liking boys yet.

ehhhhh we don't ACTUALLY date when we're my age. We're just really, really, really awesome friends.

I don't think you really start dateing properly untill your in your 20s or something. In high school you just like each other and go out a little. You dont really have a real relatioship in my oppinion.

clarinet_friend13 wrote: "Zoha wrote: "I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another question, sorry so many questions i'm terr..."

Well some guys like girls with make-up and some guys like girls without. It just depends and I was just wondering. Okay another question.
What type of girls do you generally like?? Like do you like hyped girls or clam mature of what??

i wish i am but i'm not... yea i won't lie tooo. sometimes i'm like i want one, and then afterwards i'm like.. i hate them.. but i wanna try, wanna have one just for once i wanna have one.
welll... sometimes les' attract me and gays are really good to talk with. and i'm really uncomfortable around boys but,, it'll be fine.. i'll find a straight guy.. ha3.

Zoha wrote: "clarinet_friend13 wrote: "Zoha wrote: "I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another question, sorry so..."

I tend to like teh opposite of me.....Weird, I know....This girl that I was positivly in love with, she was sort of dark...but, she was just this bubbly soul...Open with everyone, she just dressed differently...Im the kind of girl, who is quiet and reserved, yet im very opinionated...and my style is questionable....Im not average, anything but...and in that sense, she was too...She was well rounded, not too much of one thing, just perfect.

Rosie wrote: "ehhhhh we don't ACTUALLY date when we're my age. We're just really, really, really awesome friends."

Well, I'm pretty good friends with some of the guys in my class. And they're guy friends. No one "dates" or anything. Yes, they have crushes, but let's face it, all the girls in my class except me are head-over-heels for Justin Bieber.

---*Clarinets and Indie Rock*--- wrote: "Zoha wrote: "clarinet_friend13 wrote: "Zoha wrote: "I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another que..."

Oh, well, you'll find someone someday. If she's not the one, she's not the one, and there's nothing you can do about it. Just keep an open mind and hopefully you'll find that special person soon enough!

I agree with PrinessAnniePup. You'll find a girl that likes you back.

---*Clarinets and Indie Rock*--- wrote: "Zoha wrote: "clarinet_friend13 wrote: "Zoha wrote: "I know I really don't get the dating thing and i'
glad I am not aloud to date. Stupid. It's basically hanging out in other words.
Another que..."

Well you will find a girl like that that likes you like that. And when it happens tell me so I can get excited for you too.

oh, thankies! You guys are super nice! Today was the first day of school, and...omg, i forgot what I was missing!!!! Today was...awesome...ahhhh!!!!

Yay Clari!! My first day isn't until the twenty-ninth.

Yay Clari!! My first day isn't until the twenty-ninth.

ME TOOOOOOOOOO!!!!My brothers started today though, i feel bad for them.

you guys all suck

im a little hurt....:(.....what??? why do we suck?????

It was awesome.....and I was MISSING HUMAN INTERACTION!!! The only thing that sucks is that its too darn hot to wear pants, and we'll start swimming soon, and I dont feel comfortable in a pool with a bunch of stupid boys.....

Lucky!!! I can't wait for school! School means you get to see your friends and talk and read and learn and test!! And I love testing!!

Lol... my school doesn't have a pool. My coach's idea of PE is running around our field. Over. And over. And over.

I start school in the morning

So does my sis... but I don't start for a while.

Once more "You Suck!" i feel better now

what the hell nicole?

You guys didnt have school today. I did

I did....

And about what you guys said with me finding someone...i dont think it will ever happen! School sucked today!!!

Awwwwwww why??

I dunno, I just...really miss that girl, and i almost started crying in the locker room, since I havent been in there since she left...I almost picked her locker too, just to prove to myself that I had a piece of her, but then I....I didnt, and now I have to stare at it, like its haunting me.....GRRRR

awwww Clari, that's true love.

I know, I know...gah, it hurts so badly...

Awwwwwwww you poor baby. It'll get better. After a while it will get better. Trying to get her locker was not a good idea. You should have just got your old locker or something. Getting her old locker will just bring back painful memories and feelings. Awwwwwwww you poor thing. I would give you a hug if I could.

Oh, why thank you...and I couldnt have my locker actually, because 8th graders HAVE TO HAVE the top locker...haha...I really want to channel my inner 7th grader, but the school wont let me, shucks!!!! And...maybe Ill see her aagin, and If I do, I want to tell her how i feel....even if she hates me guts, I dont care...