The Middle discussion

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Okay by a show of hands. Who has ever cried themself to sleep?

*raises hand* Me!

Sparklebell wrote: "*raises hand* Me!"

Yay! I'm not alone!

I've cried myself to sleep before too but I wouldn't call it depression or suicidal

I meant as a general statement. And you're supposed to raise your hand! Now I know how teachers feel.

LOL, I never raise my hand:)

Hmmmm...Yesterday I cried a lot...But I didn't necessarily cry myself to sleep...more of ran out of tears.

Sunnydarkness wrote: "I have gone through depression, it wasn't due to bullying r anything, but more like 'Why am I here if I make no difference' or 'If I die right now, nobody will notice' i had thoughts of suicide, an..."

I have had suicidal thoughts, but I'm too much of a wimp to do it. Plus I always have Goodreads and books to look forward to. When I loose that...

My thoughts mainly revolve around:
What's the point of life?
Why wasn't I borne into the middle ages as some high ranking noble?
Why is life so repetitive?

Apollinaria Fowl(Artemis Fowl's wife!) wrote: "My thoughts mainly revolve around:
What's the point of life?
Why wasn't I borne into the middle ages as some high ranking noble?
Why is life so repetitive?"

I think the 2nd one all the time!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and the 4th one, I wrote a poem about that once. I think I have it saved on my pc...Somewhere.

My thoughts mostly revolve around:

1. Why do all my favorite book characters die?
2. Am I going to be 8th grade valedictorian?
3. Am I going to get A's on my finals?
4. What if I'm not in Honors courses in HS?
5. Am I going to see Hunger Games on opening day?
6. What if I don't get into my choice high school?
7. What if my pastor can't write anything good about me for the letter of reccomendation for getting into high school?
8. What if I fail my high school placement tests?
9. What if I'm not smart enough to be in Honors Bio as a freshman, and get stuck in normal IPS?
10. What if I don't test into Freshman English 2, and am stuck in regular English 1?

So you can see, mostly academic and dorky concerns and questions.

My mind usually has the following...

Why can't I seem to do anything right?
Why won't Mom love me?
What's the point of trying, when I always seem to fail?
When will my Mom finally listen to me?
How am I supposed to accept who I am, if everyone acts as if I'm not good enough?
What's the point in living?
Why can't I have a semi normal life?
I'm so cold....

Oh another one I think is:
Why can't my mom just shut up and let me do things my way?

Amen to that.

Sorry this is random but....
I'm f******' freaking!

Why?

sorry meant freezin'!

Apollinaria Fowl(Artemis Fowl's wife!) wrote: "sorry meant freezin'!"

and on top of that I'm not fully awake...

Same here! I'm buried under blankets, and still feel like an ice cube!

I have to get ready for school.

gl at school!

Mysterie *the cookie-loving vampire* wrote: "gl at school!"

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Sparklebell wrote: "My thoughts mostly revolve around:

1. Why do all my favorite book characters die?
2. Am I going to be 8th grade valedictorian?
3. Am I going to get A's on my finals?
4. What if I'm not in Honors c..."

You have to test to get into High school?

No, but if I want to get into sophomore-level classes as a freshman (which I do want, very badly), then you take a placement test.

Oh I see:)

Yeah, my sis left the standards super high... she's a chemistry GENIUS. And an amazing writer. And excellent at math. And aves Theology. The only thing she's not as good at is History.

Sparklebell wrote: "Yeah, my sis left the standards super high... she's a chemistry GENIUS. And an amazing writer. And excellent at math. And aves Theology. The only thing she's not as good at is History."

Drat! Science test tomorrow!

i love chemistry!

Sunnydarkness wrote: "Plz join http://www.goodreads.com/group/show/5..."

kk

Oh, i apologize, Rosie....Im sorry, darlin'....

Rosie wrote: "I was sooooo depressed on Tuesday because, well i dont really want to say..."

oh im sorry

oh :(

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