Born This Way discussion

Well, I know I was.
I always thought that I was.
But I kept trying to convince myself I was straight.
Most of my family would hate me.
But, after a long time thinking, I figured it out.
For me, it works like this:

If you see a beautiful horse, you admire it, but you don't want to sleep with it.

That's how I feel about girls.
Yeah, they're pretty and all, but I can't be attracted to them. I've tried.
And just show me boobs and a squirm.

I'm gay as a French pastry.

C...Can I ask a question?

If its about the "Gay as a French pastry" thing, that was referring to Le Gays bakery.

But sure.
:)

lol nah it has nothing to do with the French pastry.


I was actually wondering about Rach... Weren't you going out with her or something?

Yeah, but I was attracted to her personality.
And then...
Well, we played.
And, I honestly didn't like it.
At all.

Plus, I broke up with her ages ago.
I thought about my sexuality over the holidays.

oh. Right. So... you broke up with her before you found out you were gay?

Before I figured it out, yes.

Okay. Sorry, didnt mean to pry...

No, it's fine, I don't mind talking about it.

Thats good. So, does your parents know your bi?

No.
They don't even know that I was bi.

sorry, worded that wrong...

Were you o scared to tell them that aswell?

They didn't know.
They have, and still think I'm straight.

I get the fact that you're worried, I don't blame you... but you shouldn't have to be...

Oh yes I should.
Go to almost any church and you know what they'd say.
I saw an old friend yesterday.
As soon as I said the word "gay" she closed up and went all quiet.
I didn't tell her I was or anything.
She just said "I'm Catholic" and walked off.
I was beyond hurt.

I'm a catholic to... I wouldnt be that rude to someone whos gay.

And if thats what happends when you aren't afraid to be who you are, who needs it.

It just, I looks dup to her, that's all.
Oi!
Be right back!
30 minutes.

Who cares how it looks? She's the one with the problem.
Oi!
You got it!

Sixteen minutes late.
We got a frog, and got a new, bigger and for it.
The guy who we got it from was a family-friends' nephew.
He was gay.
Made me smile, that's for sure.

thats sooooo cute!!!
I'm sure his parents got over it.
And I'm sure your's will too.

Well, I don't know.
Lots of people's parents just ignore they're children after they find out.

Lots of parents do.
Doesn't mean yours will.

I mean. Just look at Zayn.

It won't be the same.
I know it won't. And it makes me sad.

We will always be here for you Francois.
All of us.

And that, makes it a bit better.

I'm glad it does.

Well, I have to go eat dinner.
After that, I'll be free.
Stay online for me?
Please?

I'm not going anywhere. Promise.

Thank you!
Bye!

Welcome.
au revoir.

Back!

YAY! hiya! See? I'm amazing. I'm still here XD

It's awesome!

I know XD

I..am lost for words.
I can't blame people for believing that being gay is wrong because that is their belief and I respect that. I...think. I mean it's sort of like religion. I respect christians and Budhists and all because it's their belief. Though I am not saying what they believe in is right.

Than there is what I am. I know what I am - but I won't express it. If a girl did ask me out than yes I probably would say yes (depends on who) just for experience. I don't know how far I would take it but yea...
And i respect people who believe that being gay bi or les is okay. For me it is ok. I find I like gays more because they feel emotion and arnt bullshit artists. They look at the world from a different point of view. I like it, I seek their thoughts. It's different and it's easier to have a closer relationship freind wise....

I understand completely how you feel, Kubra.
But, y'know.
:)

I know, I know :D

Pisses me off, but hey...

thats life right?

Unfortunately.

very.

i am not "straight".
i am not "gay".
i have been attracted to males
for as long as i could remember.
but that doesn't mean that i'm not
attracted to females.
maybe i just haven't met a female that
is attractive to me.

Funny.
That's what I thought.
I thought it was normal.
But hey, here I am.

It's like a beautiful horse:

You can admire it, but you don't want to sleep with it.

maybe i'm bi.
maybe i'm not.

Maybe.

But, I see hot girls all the time.
Yeah, they're hot.
But...
They don't do anything for me.
I don't feel anything.

It's not me.

i don't feel anything,
either.
but that doesn't mean that i won't.

How old are you, again?

13

I see..
Well, I felt the same way.
Just putting that out there.
I thought I was straight..l
Then bi...
And now...
Well...

well,
time shall tell.