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Loneliness
You don't have to pretend, I really am here...well, mostly. My mind is kind of scattered and my spirit is in shards usually, but the pieces are all there for the taking.
EJ, Zombie, Stronghammer wrote: "You don't have to pretend, I really am here...well, mostly. My mind is kind of scattered and my spirit is in shards usually, but the pieces are all there for the taking."
thanks
UndECideD wrote: "I feel alone a lot."i know how you feel
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I'm alone because I'm scared my 'friends' are going to turn around and hate me because it's happened before.
I have two friends, that I'm a little closer to, but they get bullied so much.
I try to isolate myself as much as I can. So I'm lonely
That's why I live on Goodreads! I love you guys! (that's sounds weird, sorry)
i am second oldest in a family of 4 kids but i lock myself (not litterly) up in my room and go ion goodreads.i can't blame anyone for my lonliness, i act like a 5 year old :/
UndECideD wrote: "I don't like feeling alone."when i feel lonely i read, 'cause when i read its as though i am with the people there and i don't feel lonely, i get so involved with the story that i ignore everything
i daydream a lot. i shut the whole world out and i just day-dream :/
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Same :)
The only person that lives in the 'outside world' I want to talk to, doesn't like me. Well, I'll find out tomorrow, but still there is no way to contact him. So I'll be lonely.
I'm the middle child and have been LEFT places...Not good places either.
I was forgotten after sports practices and had to walk home a few times; I was left alone in a museum because they had turned a corner while I was looking at something; i wandered away at the age of 6 at a fair and they found me next to a tattooed guy...
There are five kids in the family so it had to happen to someone I guess. Might as well've been me. :P
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Not good places either.
I was forgotten after sports practices and had to walk home a few times; I was left alone in a museum because they had turn..."
Ouch!
wow, that shouldn't happen to anyone
It's weird. My whole life, I had never once felt this way. I was always smiling and happy. It's like once realization hit, I couldn't hide how I felt. I literally broke. I would try to hold back tears, when everyone around me were having a good time. I have always been different. I hated amusement parks, hated... A lot of things, liked to just be alone and think, or daydream, or write. Now, everything feels different. Strange like I'm a new person. Yeah, I still have random outbreaks of laughter and still do random things but, not when I'm alone. When I'm alone I think about everything I'm to nervous to tell anyone about. Some people though, are exceptions. I used to barely cry. I was always happy. Now, I'm mostly sad. There is only one reason why I go to school. Being on goodreads made me think and realize things. Most importantly who I am and where I belong. It feels strange comparing how my life was, to what it is now...
but why do you feel this way? what happened?
I dont know. I just stated feeling this way a few months ago...*sigh* everything I know has changed.
is there anything that makes you feel good?
thats sad
I don't mind being alone. I've always been the outsider in both my family and group of friends so I guess I'm just used to it.And NO by saying I don't mind being alone I don't mean I'm going to end up with 50 million cats! I just mean that I'm used to being by myself and taking care of myself and dealing with things by myself...and I'm okay with that, I can deal with that. In fact, as much as i enjoy other's company, I need my alone time where it's just me and my mind...maybe a good book and some great music. (:
the thing is, some things no one can go through alone, yeah sure i enjoy being alone in my room on goodreads... but sometimes i wish i had a BFF sitting next to me and haveing fun with me *sigh*
I had a best friend, we did everything together. We were practically the same person. One day she got really jealous cussed me out and called me horrible names then later tried to deny it...we haven't spoken in over a year. And sure I miss a lot about our friendship but now that she's gone I realize that I'm better off because she only brought me down and I never realized it.
And I hate relying on others so maybe thats also why I prefer dealing with things on my own.
i can relate... a bit.. i had a fried in year 7 who i always followed and hanged out with... and when i was bullied once..i mean...everyone know about google translate? well there are these 3 girls that used to bullie me and we were in the computer room doing something for D@T and they were being mean to me and i told them to be quiet and they said "but you are talking" so i used google translate (they used google translate too to be mean to me) and i wrote "be quiet" but the teacher heard and got all four of us in trouble and they were cryeing and being all dramatic as if i was the one who did something bad to THEM and we all got a detentions and my 'friend' came up to me and said that if i don't apoligize or something.. i don't remember what she said... but then she said i can't be friends with you or something like that and she walked off. Something like this happened again then i gave up on her.only resently do i relise that she wasn't a good friend at all. i remember once that she told me my breathe smelled...i mean.. would a friend say that?! and that wasn't all but i'm not gonna go into details.
I gave up on her too, why would I be friends with her especially if she's going to be immature about things. I laugh about it now because I find it ridiculous. People can be mean :(
totaly agree
UndECideD wrote: "My friends don't understand."Yhea mines either and I don't take friends too literally these days for them I'm just a bottle of water you drink and when your done you just throw away the bottle....and when I DO take the time to explain my feelings they just blow me off and ask me to 'break it down to pieces cause they don't understand me'..... So Yhea I just mind my own.
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#ThisRocks!
I gave up on having friends and being able to fit in! I have a loud mouth when I DO speak. But when people do hear me it's just to tell them the truth about themself sometime they do sometimes they dont. And usually they don't like the frank but suspicialy truth thing that I tell them and then it comes to a fight. I have a mean but peacefully temper.By that I mean that usually when it comes to a fight I buntch first it happened twice this year I'm not proud of it though but you know what the two person I fought deserved it and they sure as hell don't bother other people well when I'm there.all I'm trying to say is me and friends won't go well I tried I did it works for like two years and it stops so like normal I gave up!.but I did REALY try.
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♥Amber wrote: "Dont forget you have friends here! And giving up, isnt always the amswer! I am soory you have had a hard time, and I know how it feels to."thanks so much! and i do have friends on here!
EJ, Zombie, Stronghammer wrote: "I'm the middle child and have been LEFT places...
Not good places either.
I was forgotten after sports practices and had to walk home a few times; I was left alone in a museum because they had turn..."
I totally know what you mean.....they use me as their servant and I don't get one thank you...they even make do stuff for them when my ankle is sprained.....even my mom!........ugh I hate life!
Not good places either.
I was forgotten after sports practices and had to walk home a few times; I was left alone in a museum because they had turn..."
I totally know what you mean.....they use me as their servant and I don't get one thank you...they even make do stuff for them when my ankle is sprained.....even my mom!........ugh I hate life!
♥Amber wrote: "Good group IDEA THANKs!#ThisRocks!"
^_^ nps
i'm a girl that hangs around with two boys, i get comments like: "you should get married someday and have kids" seriously?! why can't i have a male friend and not be his boyfriend?! i don't even think about boys! they are just friends that i can relate to and that i have something to talk to about apart from boys and facebook and whatever else those girls talk about....there ARE really nice girls in my grade but they hang out with the not-so-nice girls and they talk about things that make me feel uncomfortable. If i choose to sit with them all i do is just...sit there..invisible.
Girls keep telling me I should ask this boy out but he said today who he likes and it wasnt me so im not going to ask him out and I know this comment has nothing to do with the topic but whatever!
I just had to tell someone he doesnt like me back...
He used to like me though. And I think I over heard someone say he should ask me out as a joke. He said he wouldn't do it because it would be too mean. I'm not sure if they were talking about me or not, but I think so considering the situation.
All the guys usually end up as my friends....nothing else
I can relate, Loneliness is my biggest problem... but i've brought it upon myself. I hang out with 2 boys who are bullied like me... i mean.. i'd rather hang out with people i cann relate to and i have something to talk with them about then with all the other girls who talk about things i have no idea about or things i disagree with.
i think i go on goodreads 'cause i am Lonely and need someone to pretend to be there with me. 'cause sadly, all my really good firends are online.