Life discussion

I am the shadows
in the night
I will never be
that knight in shining armor
that you are trying to find
What am I then if not sadness
to all that I love

Why was I brought here?
Into this land full of pain
where darkness surrounds?

People say life is happiness,
But life is dull.
Where could I find the mate,
Who keeps away the cold.
I linger in the dark,
Searching for only love,
But I find myself as the lonely dove..

Take a knife and cut me up
If you hate me you wont stop
Make me feel the pain within
As your slitting through my skin
Makes me weaker as i bleed
For your mercy make me plead
Hear me screaming in the dark
As you leave your painful mark
Blood is running down my face
As my beauty you erase
Trying to cut through every vein
On your shirt your leaving stains
I wish you knew i didn't care
If you could hurt me everywhere
You can slit my skin apart
But you cant cut through my broken heart


Fire which always eats
Left to die at feeble feet
I stare at the path it cut
Came then gone within the rut
Killing which had once been
Eating always,the fire within
Running i turn to look
I stumble then fall but left to cook
Never again shall i see the seasons turn
Gone,gone and left to burn


She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the Angels sang a whiskey lullaby
-Brad Paisley's Whiskey Lullaby


I longed to be your sweetheart
To love and be loved until we part
But you had the bigger plan
And i became your little lost lamb
Kill me please don't make me beg
How i long just to be lead
Death so much simpler than this living h***
My heart no longer up for sell
Just leave me to my on devices
And stop cutting my heart to slices
I held your hand all these years
I fought away all your fears
But when i need you most of all
You would rather let me fall
I never thought about our first 'hi'
but now i cant stop saying 'goodbye'

Wgiskey Lullaby. <3
Beautiful btw. c;^

ya,never listen to it at night though,makes you all depressed....

and thank you,the 2nd one everyone was telling me i was emo and the 4th i wrote on the spot....the first i found and i kinda edited it a little

Raining Tears


Crimson blood flows through your veins
Your head ringing with the screams of the totured souls.
Why must it be like this? Why must we live a life full of pain and hurt?
Why can we not feel happy, why are we crying?
What are these tears? Are they of pain and anger? Or just simple grief and misery?
Come, let us cry together, scream, let the world know.
You don’t care.
We will work together through this cruel life.
People can’t bring us down, we are strong.

She eats too many lemons
The words she spits are acid
Nothing less than rancid
She watched too many ashes fall
She heard too many hopeless causes
She heads too many hopeful calls
Only to watch them go up in flames
And then rain down like tears of death
Like lemons ground to golden dust
So she eats lemons
Like we eat apples
Our words sticky, sickly sweet
Rotting even as we speak
Hers will stay here in our minds
They will stand the tests of time
And when we die they’ll blow away
And then rain down like ashes

Job after Job,
Not setting me free.
Noise after Noise,
No time to breathe.
Torment after Torment,
No where to go.
Cough after cough,
As I try to be free.
Gasp after Gasp,
No one to hear me.
Laughter after Laughter,
Spearing me.
Voices after Voices,
Cursin me.
Poison after Poison,
Spreading through me.
Sweet wors after Sweet words,
Finally setting me free

sadness overwhelms her
but she still moves on
tears pour down her cheeks
but she still moves on
darkness and shadows surround her
but she still moves on...
you say you love her
then embrace her
dont abandon her
hold her until the sun shines again upon her
make her realize that everything's alright
hold her until she learns to live again

Im not that person you think
Im not full of happyness
I feel lonely
like i dont belong here
I dont live a happy life
I dont always feel like smileing
but i also dont cry for the sadness
You dont get me
NO one does
Im not always living a happy life
I am not that person you think

I feel weak though the pills are strong
Overtaken by the pain of numbness
Silence echoes in my skull
Emptiness fills the space where you used to stand
My bones ache and my teeth chatter as the cold grips me
Burning icy hot at it touches my heart
Searing my soul with its frozen fingers
They squeeze my neck, my breath diminishing
My eyes close
This is the end
The end of the numbness
For once I feel something
An emotion, clear, strong and suffocating
Regret
For the life I'll never live
For the person I'll never become
For the future I'll never see
And I long for the numbness
And it comes
But this time it's different
It's darker
No longer grey, it's black as a new moon
But with no promise of light in the future
Nothing but darkness for all eternity
As the darkness swallows me I whisper your name
With my last breath I admit that I love you
But you are the beauty and I am the beast
And it is you who must learn to love me
And that will never be
And so I go

Break my heart and set me free
You love me and yet you lie to me
do i choose to be ignorant of the things right in front of me? Just so that i hide behind the smile and play happy.
Love is a part of life, but isn't what i live for.

By : Gabrielle Wren