Life discussion

That's sad.

Same. I guess you have one who is kind of a friend, but she moved houses and schools, and I haven't seen her for about three months.

Er... Nope.

I used to have good group of friends, but then they all became the 'popular' kids.

It doesn't seem super common, but if it happens it's awful. Now they're all mean and stuck up.

Hadley Star •Don't let the Muggles get you down!• wrote: "It doesn't seem super common, but if it happens it's awful. Now they're all mean and stuck up."

Wow, you just described my 'friends' I have other ones but my group of friends from when I was really little like from kindergarden to like 6th grade, now they don't give me a second look...

Exactly. Now they're horrible!

Yup... story of my life

Mm hmm. Boy do I hate friend troubles!

Me to... most of my friends are boys....

I used to have one friend who's a boy, but the others were all girls.

Almost all my friends are guys, except for 5 maybe....

Oh, okay. Guy friends are sometimes better than girl friends. Less drama it seems.

If I talk about my friends..It'll be pretty long.

I don't really like talking about friends...

Mm hmm. That what happened to me. I still have my books, music, and family though. And those are better than any of those so called 'friends'.

I can always talk to my mom, or my older brother. They're my best friends. Books and music come right after them.

Sometimes it's okay to not be noticed at school, because then you won't get picked on as much. When you're noticeable, people tend to pick on you more. Of course, it depends on the school. I would suggest talking to your family about problems or anything. Then you can let out your worries and problems, which is better than trying to keep them to yourself. You'll get really sad and down that way.

That may help a bit, but there's nothing better to get rid of stress than to talk to someone about it.

(Talking from personal experience)

Why not? Will they not help you? Support you?

Okay.. I'm gonna tell you guys my friend problems.. But it's gonna be really long, and I might seem a bit melo-dramatic here..

All I can think of is crying, and everything she said to me..
I can't believe, she'd go behind my back, and say she hates me. After everything we've been through.. Remember when we used to walk around, late at night. Laughing, and making stupid jokes? Laughing at the littlest things? Smiling over the stupidest stuff? When we'd try doing a stupid hug? When we only wanted to hang out and be with each other? We did EVERYTHING together. We wrote together, listened to the same music, I went out of my way to take care of you. My dad would say ONE bad thing about you, and I'd go ape-shizz. I wouldn't let ANYONE mess with you. I don't even understand what I did wrong.. I understand, you don't have as much money as me, and I understand you might be jealous. But you broke our relationship. You threw it down, so many levels. I have no idea, if we could ever be the same.. You wrote,
" I have a "friend." Her name is Angel. And I hate her.

The day I started hating her was unknown, as in, I have no idea when I just up and decided to hate her. But I have one secret that she'll never know. I'm jealous of her. I mean, not really, because her family is kinda mean and I love my life, so I'm not jealous of that. It's just that, I'm so invisible to everybody. I know I'm a great singer, because I've done musicals in front of crows before. I got solos. I know I'm a good writer, beause I believe in my imagination. So how come when I sing or write it gets no recognition? No "Hey, good job, Mykayla"? Not even a "That's nice." But nonono. If it stopped there, I wouldn't even care. But then Jordan copies me, she writes a story. Everybody's reading it. She sings a song, everybody says, "Whoa! You sing awesome!"

She really doesn't. I'm not even saying this because I'm jealous, it's a fact. She is so horrible it hurts my ears. >.<

Compliments are, I mean-were, the only time that I felt good about myself. I mean, really good. Like "I could do anything. Make history. Start a revoltion!" type of good. I used to get them all the time, and I know that makes me sound self-centered, but I just can't help it. They keep me alive. No wonder I'm slowly dying. Nowadays the only time someone says "Hey, good job" is maybe once every 3 months. By my mom.

Thanks, Mom, I know I can count on you. ♥"

I don't want to throw you under the bus. But I can't even breathe. I want to run and kill myself, honestly. I never tried to do anything..Then you say: "I had to do it, or everyone would've thought I was a brat! I was lying, I swear." What am I supposed to say? Should I not be upset? Ugh..

When I was in the car, we drove you home. You kept whispering things, saying you loved me. But it was over, I didn't want to hear your shizz. I wanted to curl in a ball, and cry till I fell asleep. My mom went into publix. After dropping you off. And I climbed into the back, and laid on the floor. Screaming into the pillow, and crying so hard. When my mom came back, I was sitting the same way, but in reality. I just broke my lungs. I can barely speak as it is. Everything I see, reminds me of her. I go to a swing-set, and I remember how you love the wind in your face. I see a girl with straight hair, I remember how you like straight better than curly because it's easier, or that when I look at the woods. It reminds me that you always wanted to be a werewolf like I do. And when I go into the water, I remember how you love to be mermaids. I can't even look at ketchup, because it reminds me of how you HATE ketchup. I pretend I don't listen. But I REALLY do. Your my life Mykayla. I don't UNDERSTAND...

This is only a short explanation.

But it doesn't end there.. She ends up writing on my wall, two days later.

Dear best best best friend,

I know I’ve failed you. Our friendship was strong in the beginning and I guess over time it weakened to a state that just didn’t matter anymore. I’ll admit it. Everything I said was true. But I’ve been thinking about it, and you know, you were the closest thing I’ve had to a real, true friend in my entire life. My old best friends were lapdogs. LAPDOGS, I TELL YOU. Sure, they did everything I said, and maybe I miss that, but maybe that’s why I like you. You don’t do everything I say. It’s different. It’s weird. It’s great. c: And I’ll admit, whenever you make snide comments about my life. Whether my life isn’t fun. Like I have nothing to do when I get home. I just got SO annoyed and “secretly” hated yuou even more each time you said it, because you don’t know me at all. I have thinks to do. Chores, homework (which I sort of have to do now or I’ll fail :o), writing, Facebook, Goodreads, nerd, my other page, I have a million things to do. Yes, I hate your house. It makes me kinda sad, I guess, to go there because it seems like all I can do when I’m there is think about how your life must be SO MUCH better than mine. And you don’t seem to think so, so maybe I should throw that thought away too. You’ll never understand how sorry I am for everything I said in that confession. I quit that site. I quit Goodreads (sorry :/). I thought about quitting Facebook, but I just made a new account and didn’t add ANYBODY. I could talk to you there, if you want. I guess over the last few months everything bad that could happen to me just DID. And I was taking it out on you. My grandma stopped taking her “mood” pills, which I guess was why she seemed to be being so mean lately. I took out my anger on you. We didn’t move, or get a bunk bed, so I’m stuck sleeping over the floor. I took out my anger on you. I never got my birthday money. I don’t feel thirteen. I DIDN’T EVEN GET THE FREAKING SIMS GAME BECAUSE NOBODY IN THE LIVING HELL HAS THE FREAKIN GAME! And I took out my anger on you. I’m really, really sorry for the sadness I’ve probably caused you. But can I say one thing? Just one thing? I’ve been trying to keep the 7 people in my house happy, not to mention the school kids. And sometimes the most happy person is the most lonely person. And you need to never, ever let me go because, even in a time like this, I will not say that I need you. But I love you. (NO HOMO. ^_^) And you’re the best friend I could ever have, and I want you to be. I will never admit to anything I’ve done wrong (bad habit, I know), and when all else fails I go to confuse you. You know that, too. c;. This video is for you, I didn’t make it, but I found it. And it was the only way I could say I was sorry besides writing this ridiculously wrong letter. I do not hate you, Angel. You are my best friend. ♥

And maybe you’re singing isn’t ALL that bad. In fact, I kinda like it too. x{3 ♥~

Should I want her back? Should we be best friends? I don't even know ..
Can I trust her? ..

Oh... And Angel, I don't really know. I'm no good with friend problems. I haven't even figured out my own. Maybe just wait and see what she does next. Maybe ask her why she keeps changing around?

She seems to be doing good without me..

I'm keeping my distance, because I don't want to be hurt all over again.

Is she nice to you? ... I'm really sorry that I'm no help! Friend problems stump me. I hate them. Why can't we all just make friends and stay friends?!

I've been friends with one girl since we were babies.A few months ago,she suddenly started to avoid me and she didn't care if I was around or not.I was confused about it.My mom told me that my friend probably thinks that my life is perfect.That's not true.I'm going through a lot of hell.I hate being treated this way and I still try to be nice.

Hadley Star •Don't let the Muggles get you down!• wrote: "Is she nice to you? ... I'm really sorry that I'm no help! Friend problems stump me. I hate them. Why can't we all just make friends and stay friends?!"

We haven't spoken in a long time due to summer..

My friend is really popular. And it seems like I'm the one who is always there for her. But she never really listens to how my life is. I'm kind of hidden in her shadow. My crushes like her... my friends like her more than me. One of my other friends even let her know her biggest secrets that even I don't know! And she tells me like, everything!! My friend that is really popular, she never really says sorry. I've only heard her do it once! And when we get into fights, she always tries to get to my other friend I was telling you about before I do and tells her the story that isn't even true! She leaves out all the bad parts that she did to me to make it seem like it was all my fault! She's a diva and always tries to find out ever. Little. Secret I have! She'll do anything to find it out! She steals my stuff and runs around with it even when I act seriouse and ask for it back. It really hurts.