“I wrote in my journal about how good I felt when I was not living under Ed’s control. Then, when I really felt like giving up, I read these pages and realized that I was striving for in recovery was a real possibility. I thought about these experiences and used them as encouragement to keep moving forward. Even one minute of freedom was proof that I was getting better. At first, these times were few and far between. Now, these moments are connected; they are my life”
― Life Without Ed: How One Woman Declared Independence from Her Eating Disorder and How You Can Too
― Life Without Ed: How One Woman Declared Independence from Her Eating Disorder and How You Can Too
“You're surrounded by people and voices and noises, but there you are, alone and trembling inside. And you want to be invisible. (thinking) Please, don't notice me.”
― Jagged Little Pieces
― Jagged Little Pieces
“Because that's the point, nothing is ever permanent. We're just being brainwashed to think there isn't more out there. Here's the truth: your situation is never permanent. It's what you make it. Life isn't solid, it's fluid. It changes. You say we're stuck but that's a hopeless way to look at it. It's like saying we should give up.”
― Awaken
― Awaken
“It's easy to delete the truth when you live behind your own permanent censor.”
― Awaken
― Awaken
“Don't stay too long in the shame-filled grounds of relapse. Fertile soil awaits your return and your recoverying.”
― Mountain Air: Relapsing and Finding the Way Back... One Breath at a Time
― Mountain Air: Relapsing and Finding the Way Back... One Breath at a Time
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