Amber

“I was working, but I didn't have anything like enough to do, and the bad times came in the evenings, when I went back to my room, sat on the couch and watched the world outside me going on through glass, a light bulb at a time.”
― Olivia Laing, The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone

“Loneliness is a very special place. It isn’t always easy to see the truth of Wilson’s statement, but over the course of my travels I’ve come to believe that he was right, that loneliness is by no means a wholly worthless experience, but rather one that cuts right to the heart of what we value and what we need. Many marvellous things have emerged from the lonely city: things forged in loneliness, but also things that function to redeem it.”
― Olivia Laing, The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone

“Why do you put yourself in unsafe places? Because something in you feels fundamentally devoid of worth.”
― Olivia Laing, The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone

“That was the morning I committed the first sin of love, which was to confuse beauty and a good sound track with knowledge.”
― Stephanie Danler, Sweetbitter