Jules

“Something We Don't Talk About, Part II

how many times I said yes
how many times I said yes and yes and yes
because it was what you wanted to hear
and what I wanted you to hear
and what I wanted to want
and every time the walls
stayed above my head instead of
falling down upon me upon us
because if it was going to stop
then it would have to be me who said no
the walls were not going to help
and I didn't say no I didn't I never did
it was never your fault never yours
never mine only the walls that didn't tumble
when they should have
when they should have known
they should have been able to tell
when was the right time to fall”
― Sarah Kay, No Matter the Wreckage: Poems