Akahito

“Depression feels like fever feels in the body. But unlike a fever, depression lets you taste those 40 degrees burning your insides. and still not let you die. There is no way to do it, there is no way to stop the discomfort, nothing, even if you take a pill and wait hours it will not go away, but knowing everything will end only if you drink the entire jar is the worse part.”
― - Joshua Josten_VAID

“Paintings will always be the greatest art to me, since I never liked talking to others, they are my way of expressing myself, with small spots that anyone could do, although few understand.”
― Cyan Nertae.

“Doubt

Everything started with doubt and I asked myself something, I think about that all the time… I was a kid, and I had a lot in mind back then, so even knowing the answer I kept quiet, even knowing it was bothering me, I kept lying, I did what I thought I had to and I kept it a secret, so I could keep going.
And It was perfect until it wasn't until that little, unpredictable nuisance held me back, everything I have done until now was nothing but a waste, all full of lies, hypocrisy, and fears.
My whole world fell apart when I realized that ignoring that stupid fact about me was too big to hide and would affect the rest of my life.
My happiness was endangered, my reputation, my relationships, everything was going down just because I was afraid of accepting something that could, I don't say would cause no one knows that for sure, make my life better.
You know, enjoyable.”
― Vaid Nertae.

“I painted so they would listen to me, because it’s not different from speaking; misunderstandings also happen in conversations. They didn't understand so I stayed in silent, but kept trying to express something that, perhaps, even I didn't understand.”
― Cyan Nertae.