“And I know I struggle with rejection, so I don’t give people the chance to reject me. I search for physical connections with people to feel validated, because I need someone else to prove to me that I’m wanted. So I call myself self aware because I know those things about myself, but in reality, I don’t know anything about myself. I say I’m my own person, but every choice I make is because of something someone else did. That isn’t being my own person.”
― After Who? Artist Michael Jackson
― After Who? Artist Michael Jackson
“It’s really hard admitting you’re the person standing in the way of your own happiness, but I realized I was the problem a while ago. I just didn’t know where to start. You ever feel like you’ve made something your entire personality? So much so you don’t know how to disconnect yourself from it?”
― Wildfire
― Wildfire
“But secrecy as survival has been a big part of my life. It goes back to childhood, of course.”
― How (Not) To Be Strong
― How (Not) To Be Strong
“Reading was the most fun I could have while making the least amount of noise, and I always wanted to avoid drawing attention to myself when he was likely to start an argument over something.”
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“I chose you not as my next, but as my last, and should you fall, then I will follow.”
― Iron Flame
― Iron Flame
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