“As a young man, I had the feeling that since the death of my parents I’d been leading another life – the wrong life. Even more than my siblings, I wondered to what extent the events of my childhood and adolescence had defined me, and it was only very late that I understood that I myself am the sole architect of my existence. This is what I am when I allow my past to influence me, and conversely, just as much when I resist it. And all I have to do is thinks of the moments with Alva and my children in order to understand that this other life, the one in which I have now left such clear traces, cannot be wrong anymore.
Because it’s mine.”
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
Because it’s mine.”
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
“Life is not a zero‐sum game. It owes us nothing, and things just happen the way they do. Sometimes they’re fair and everything makes sense; sometimes they’re so unfair we question everything. I pulled the mask off the face of Fate, and all I found beneath it was chance.”
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
“Grief is only ever yours and so is guilt. It’s not something you can share.”
― Sometimes I Lie
― Sometimes I Lie
“But I knew better than to think that the world was fair, that for every take there would be a give.”
― The Perfect Stranger
― The Perfect Stranger
“Never had the courage to win her, only ever the fear of losing her.”
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
― Vom Ende der Einsamkeit
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