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“And I dream too much and I don't write enough and I'm trying to find God everywhere.”
― Anis Mojgai, "For those Who Can Ride in an Airplane For the First Time."

“I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn't even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn't talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.”
― Yiwei Chai

“I wanted to be physically erased and start over again. I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to be there. I guess I wanted to be nowhere, I wanted to listen to my brain talk inside of nothingness. I wanted to be untouchable and have no need.”
― David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

“I stepped on a bird/ cried in my new boyfriend's arms/ to live is to kill”
― Lana Del Rey, Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass