
“I kept waiting for something bigger, something more profound, something that I could hitch myself to and be carried away once and for all to the heaven-on-earth that I deserved. I kept struggling for control, which was really a demand for everything I wanted--peace, happiness, love, perfection--all at once, right now, and for all time. I wanted life to be perfect, always. And when it wasn't, which was most of the time, I got really anxious, and when I got anxious, I started thinking about how good it would feel to get high again. ”
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“Hatred would have been easier. With hatred, I would have known what to do. Hatred is clear, metallic, one-handed, unwavering; unlike love.”
― Cat's Eye
― Cat's Eye

“We want ecstasy as a way of life, not a liver-poisoning alcoholiday from it.”
― Anarchy and Alcohol
― Anarchy and Alcohol

“Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love; this is the eternal rule.”
― The Dhammapada: The Sayings of the Buddha
― The Dhammapada: The Sayings of the Buddha

“I don't hate you.. I just don't like that you exist”
― Seduce the Darkness
― Seduce the Darkness
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