Ghada Mohamed

“كان غرضي أن أتجاوز فكرة الثأر على نحو قاطع.
أن أكون في الماوراء، وعدم الإكتراث لتلك الهموم.
ذلك أن الثأر ينضح برائحة الموت النافذة ولا يسوى مشكلة.
لم أعد أجد أحداً أُبغضه.
وكانت تلك مجدداً، علامة حال هي الأحب من بين الأحوال: كنت رجلاً حراً.”
― Tahar Ben Jelloun, تلك العتمة الباهرة

“دافعت عن نفسى ضد العواطف دون أن أفكر أن
كل واحدة من تلك الدفاعات كانت تعنى بتراً ما.”
― خوان خوسيه مياس, هكذا كانت الوحدة

“There is a particular kind of pain, elation, loneliness, and terror involved in this kind of madness. When you're high it's tremendous. The ideas and feelings are fast and frequent like shooting stars, and you follow them until you find better and brighter ones. Shyness goes, the right words and gestures are suddenly there, the power to captivate others a felt certainty. There are interests found in uninteresting people. Sensuality is pervasive and the desire to seduce and be seduced irresistible. Feelings of ease, intensity, power, well-being, financial omnipotence, and euphoria pervade one's marrow. But, somewhere, this changes. The fast ideas are far too fast, and there are far too many; overwhelming confusion replaces clarity. Memory goes. Humor and absorption on friends' faces are replaced by fear and concern. Everything previously moving with the grain is now against-- you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and enmeshed totally in the blackest caves of the mind. You never knew those caves were there. It will never end, for madness carves its own reality.”
― Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

“وكلما توجهت رصاصة لصدره
بدقة تامة،
تمر
،لحسن الحظ
من ثقب قديم في القلب”
― عماد أبو صالح, عجوز تؤلمه الضحكات