“If I had to offer up a one sentence definition of addiction, I'd call it a form of mourning for the irrecoverable glories of the first time...addiction can show us what is deeply suspect about nostalgia. That drive to return to the past isn't an innocent one. It's about stopping your passage to the future, it's a symptom of fear of death, and the love of predictable experience.
And the love of predictable experience, not the drug itself, is the major damage done to users.”
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And the love of predictable experience, not the drug itself, is the major damage done to users.”
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“I used to think a drug addict was someone who lived on the far edges of society. Wild-eyed, shaven-headed and living in a filthy squat.
That was until I became one...”
― Painkiller Addict: From Wreckage to Redemption - My True Story
That was until I became one...”
― Painkiller Addict: From Wreckage to Redemption - My True Story
“Using excuses for the predicament you're in and minimizing your situation, whether it is drug or alcohol use, is a sure sign of an addict.”
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“We love the things that destroy us, because in that destruction we truly feel alive.”
― Bloodman
― Bloodman
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