Effrosyni Mitrousi

“I don't know why
I've got so much hope
pinned to someone who will never call me home.”
― Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers

“The day I bought my cane, I realized
I was through with the burden of feet. Instead,
I am going to become a mermaid.
I have always liked the ocean, the promise
of depth. I am tired of this dry world,
all of this dust and sickness, these barren fields.
I want to dive without drowning. I want to kiss sharks.
I want men to carve me into the bows of their ships
like a prayer, before I lure them into the depths
with my fishnet mouth. I want the beauty,
the gorgeous mutation, the fairytale of half body.
All the wisdom of a woman, without the failures of sex.
I am plunging. I am not coming up for air.
I do not want all this human,
my legs move like they resent being legs,
my body is wrecked by all this gravity.
I cannot face another morning waking up
with no hope of a fairytale. Here on land,
I am always drowning. Here on land,
I cannot move.”
― Clementine von Radics

“I am terrified
I will break his heart
just because I feel restless;
because it is between me
and what I hunger for”
― Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers

“We are all broken—that’s how the light gets in.”
― Ernest Hemingway