Heli

“How I wish I didn't know anything about myself and this world!”
― Emil Cioran, On the Heights of Despair

“She is a loner, too bright for the slutty girls and too savage for the bright girls, haunting the edges and corners of the school like a sullen disillusioned ghost”
― Eleanor Catton, The Rehearsal

“What do you do from morning to night?"

"I endure myself.”
― Emil Cioran, The Trouble With Being Born

“It can be very hard to accept how disappointing life is, Harper, because that's what it is, and you have to accept it. With faith and time and hard work you reach a point where ... where the disappointment doesn't hurt as much, and then it gets easy to live with. Quite easy. Which ... is in its own way a disappointment.”
― tony kushner, Angels in America