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“I honestly didn't believe I could bear any more suffering. I was convinced that the child within me was just too young to endure all this, much less understand it. She just wanted to be normal. But another part of me knew that to become normal, all the pieces of this puzzle had to become conscious.
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― Suzie Burke, Wholeness: My Healing Journey from Ritual Abuse

tags: awareness, consciousness, derealization, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative-identity-disorder, multiple-personality, multiplicity, personality, presence, ritual-abuse, satanic-ritual-abuse

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“That is the problem with repressed memory and dissociative identity disorder. Your mind represses certain traumas for reasons of pure survival. And then you learn that to survive as an adult, you must uncover the memories, find the parts, and relieve the traumas. The contradiction is almost too much for the mind to comprehend and for the heart and soul to endure.”
― Suzie Burke, Wholeness: My Healing Journey from Ritual Abuse

tags: abuse, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative-identity-disorder, endure, memories, mind, multiple-personality, multiplicity, personality, recovered-memory, repressed-memory, soul, trauma, traumatic

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“Besides stage magic props and settings, ritually abusing groups use technology, such as that described by Katz and Fotheringham. Military/political groups have the most sophisticated technologies, and much training or programming is now done with virtual reality equipment. Movies and holograms are used to deceive a child into believing in things that are unreal.

When a client says to you “I don't know if it's real; how can it be real?” remember that there are several options, not just two: (1) It happened just as s/he remembers; (2) it did not happen at all; (3) something happened, but due to technology and/or trickery it was not what s/he thinks it was; (4) the thought that the memory must be unreal is itself a program, as described in Chapter Twelve, “Maybe I made it up."
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― Alison Miller, Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control

tags: alien-abduction, denial, disbelief, disinformation, false-memories, false-memory, misinformation, psychology, psychotherapy, real, reality, ritual-abuse, satanic-ritual-abuse, screen-memories, screen-memory, trauma-memories, trauma-memory, unreal

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“Programming is the act of installing internal, pre-established reactions to external stimuli so that a person will automatically react in a predetermined manner to things like an auditory, visual or tactile signal or perform a specific set of actions according to a date and/or time.”
― Arauna Morgan, Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control

tags: dissociative-identity-disorder, mind-control, mind-control-programming, programmed-did, programming, ritual-abuse, satanic-ritual-abuse, trauma-based-mind-control

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“Denial returned, like a nagging cough you can never quite shake. Actually, it was always close at hand, and even though "satanic ritual abuse" did describe what had happened to me when I was a child. the concept was so foreign and so horrific that some part of me still wanted to stay in denial.
Devil worship dominated my childhood. That was undeniable, even if it was still nearly impossible to contemplate. Both of my parents and any number of their friends, as well as "respected" members of our community, had worshipped Satan.
I pushed the notion aside with all the power I could muster. I kept thinking to myself that it was ridiculous and impossible.
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― Suzie Burke, Wholeness: My Healing Journey from Ritual Abuse