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"there are whole blackouts in some of the years i have lived my therapist says our minds erase trauma to help us move on but every experience i've had is memorised in my flesh even if my mind forgets my body remembers"

TRIGGER WARNING: abuso sexual




"to learn sex without having any concept of it has messed me up in more ways than i'm aware of. to feel an orgasm so young. to have my life threatened. to be stretched. bruised. bit. spit on. to become a woman at the age of four. to know fear intimately. have it breathe down my neck. to be numb. stiff. silent. and own all the world's shame at once."

Your precious letter,Susie, it sits here now, and smiles so kindly at me, and gives me such sweet thoughts of the dear writer.When you come home, darling, I shant have your letters, shall I, but I shall have yourself, which is more-Oh more, and better, than I can even think!I sit here with my little whip, cracking the time away, till not an hour is left of it-then you are here!And Joy is here-joy now and forevermore!

"Estoy sola y escribo. No, no estoy sola. Hay alguien aquí que tiembla."

"moradora en el corazón de un pájaro"