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l’homme marginal possède une ambiguïté fondamentale : s’il est un homme créatif, qui invente de nouvelles formes de sociabilité et de nouveaux traits culturels, il est aussi celui qui subit cette situation duelle de manière douloureuse, avec notamment des manifestations psychologiques qui le révèlent et le désignent à la fois comme un déviant social.

"For each of us as women, there is a dark place within, where hidden and growing our true spirit rises, 'beautiful/and tough as chesnut/stancjions against (y)our nightmare of weakness and of impotence'. These places of possibility within ourselves are dark because they are ancient and hidden; they have survived and grown strong through that darkness."

"There's much I think that Russian people now take for granted. I think they take for granted free hospitalization and free medical care. They take for granted free universities and free schooling (...). We are all more blind to what we have than to what we have not." Toni in the 80's during her Soviet Union visit.

Funny, the same could be said for the French.

Sam's note said that she loved me and that when I was ready we
should try again.
But I didnt find the note for seven years.

We got jobs. A car. A joint bank account. A cat who peed on everything then ran away. We called her Margaret Scratcher,

Who are the fathers who want sons so much? Who are the fathers and the sons who can only be reconciled in sharing disdain for the life of the mother? And who are the sons who have become fathers to turn sons against mothers again and again?

We live in a two-gender system, in service to the father. There is no justice. There is no peace. That system is inappropriate to the memory of erotic communion with other life.
In fear and in honor of the father, sons learn to deny that memory, to rid their bodies of it. In fear and in honor of the father, sons learn an identity isolated in the phallus.

The authority of the anger of the father is interpreted by the
son as follows: (1) Not-mother hates Mother and Not-mother
hates me; Not-mother hates us. (2) It is because I am like
Mother that Not-mother hates me so. (3) I should be different
from Mother; the more different I am from Mother, the safer I
will be. These are the cardinal principles of logic in male
maturation under father right.

je sais pas pourquoi je m'inflige ça, mais au même temps il faut

"‘Your reproachful eyes have haunted me ever since you left,’ he wrote. ‘I feel like a criminal and a murderer treating you like that. You can’t imagine how precious you are to me, Natasha, more precious than I can tell you." oh this POOR WOMAN

venom poisons my heart when I think of that man, I HOPE she leaves him by the end, please GOD let her have enough SENSE to leave

Hours of loneliness had intensified the doubts and depressions of the previous night — now he’d gone without having begun to talk to her
properly, and all he could say as he went off to bed was what
a marvellous day he’d had! What an insulting way to treat her, his friend and lover, his companion in work and his comrade in struggle; he’d never behaved with such blatant-bad manners before. She’d never forgive him.

"She could visualise him so clearly, and herself beside him. And she had the feeling she’d had so often before — that he was somehow deaf and blind to her, that he only saw her in profile, never head-on as a whole person, as she really was.
Yes, that was it, she was a silhouette whose contours he had - drawn himself, for that was all he was interested in knowing or seeing of her."

oh comment tout s'éffondre, tous mes idoles tombent de leurs piédestals ...et Lénine était un fdp avec sa femme, Nadezhda, et avec Inès

uhmmmmmmmmmmm pas convaincue sur plein de choses ici
j'ai l'impression d'avoir ouvert l'appli de notes de quelqu'un et de me balader entre des pensées à moitié finies

tu peux le dire plus fort stp, enft can I raise you from the dead genre juste 30 minutes ? also you did not hold my hand