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«non importa se è un addio triste o brutto: io, quando me ne vado da un posto, voglio sapere che me ne sto andando. altrimenti stai ancora peggio.»

«because magic works that way; it must be believed in to exist.»
…❤️‍🩹

my cozy room reading🍁🕷️🕯️

evan frowns. «why are you literally a dementor?»
«existence is a prison,» regulus replies. «someone has to guard it and suck all the joy out of it. might as well be me.»

i’m putting the last chapter (🥹) on hold because i have to read “intermission” first!

”lovely. i'm second to you even in my fucking misery. that's just so... not shocking at all. i'm used to it.">
regulus my bb🥺❤️‍🩹so real

wolfstar chapter🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️

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whether andrew is gravitating to neil or neil is pulled into andrew isn't something he can parse, no matter how hard he tries.

what he doesn't imagine is the familiar way andrew moves to slide his phone into his pocket. it puts a hitch in neil's step, that movement, because he's pretty sure this is not andrew at all. it's aaron.
here! we! go!😩

«and this is aaron. he doesn’t talk much.»
neil’s eyes drift to aaron. he looks bored.
mhhh, i have a feeling. i could be wrong tho🙄

«you are very lucky they have me on a leash,» he said in french.
«you're in america,» the striker said. «speak english, you illiterate fuck.»
the buzzer sounded. the trojans had scored again to put the teams at six-three. jean offered his mark a thumbs-up and intoned in english, «have a winning day.»
🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️

«i would tell you if it was something to be worried about, i promise.»
«you promise.»
jeremy heard the accusation in that. «if you won't trust me, trust laila. she hates all my partners; she wouldn't protect them from you.»
«true,» laila started to say, but jean's fierce, «they are not your partners,» was louder.
JEREMY how dare you call them partners right in front of jean???!!!

jean caught hold of jeremy's chin and forced his attention away from the doorway. […] jean dug his fingers in and insisted, «i am your partner. it is my place to assess and handle threats against you, not hers. let me go.»
jean??????🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️how did jeremy survive that???

«you're queen of the us court for now.
how long can you hold it when you're drinking poison?»
«always,» kevin promised. «the last person who tried to take it from me died. checkmate.»
and if the angry satisfaction in his voice wasn't bad enough, kevin had the nerve to smile.
KEVIN I’LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS

«you look better. california agrees with you.»
jean curled his lip. «you could sound less proud of yourself.»
i’m trembling at every kevin x jean interaction, i’m hopeless🙄🙄🙄

jeremy rocked onto the balls of his feet to say at his ear, «i’m glad you came.»
he’s falling🧎🏽‍♀️‍➡️

«it’s your native language, and none of us here can share it with you. that's reason enough for me to learn.»
that’s so cute🙄

nora what did you put in these books🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼

«maybe you'll define success by how we do this season, but i’m not obligated to do the same. you are going to be my success story: jean moreau the person, not jean moreau of the perfect court. you take care of one, and i'll take care of the other.»
i might cry

«i want to be left alone,» jean said.
«even by me?» jeremy asked. when jean looked at him, jeremy shrugged and said, «you said i'm supposed to be underfoot. we don't have to talk if you don't want to talk, but i just feel like you shouldn’t be alone today.»
«after you’re dressed.»

jean was prickly and combative and quick with an unforgiving opinion, but also... pliant? […] he thought of kevin's words at the semifinals game: «he knows how to follow orders. if you tell him to submit, he will.» […] jeremy thought he understood. jean fussed but gave ground.
i looooooove jean so much🥲

«who is my partner going to be?»
[…]
«then it should be fine if it’s me, right?»
OMG YES!!!

«that's actually the only french i know, i think. want to teach me any?»
[…]
he was years away, watching a different beautiful boy lean in close to say, will you teach me when he's not watching? it could be our secret.
is he talking about kevin?😩❤️‍🩹omg

«we are the right people, i think,» she said as she studied him. «this is just... the wrong time. if you stayed, perhaps it would be different, but i know you won't. i know you can't.»
renee is too precious🥹💕

how wretched, how exhausting, to have one of his dearest and most desperate wishes fulfilled, and to feel nothing but this gnawing turmoil.

«you asked me once if i could imagine loving someone so much that i'd die next to them rather than live on without them. […] i don't have to imagine anymore. now i know.»
i’m slowly coming back to reading❤️‍🩹

once upon a time he would have done anything for this stupid man and kevin knew it.
i have to admit i hoped for something between jean & kevin👉🏼👈🏼so far i’m really into jean as a character. he already caught my attention in the earlier books, but the start of this one just confirms it.