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Rereading, looking for resonances, with how love, honesty, and vulnerability is ensconced in the seemingly masochistic framework of “humiliation”.

“Humiliation” means “to be made humble.” To be made human?“

“I want to see her humiliation. And I want to see her survive the grisly experience and turn it into glory.”

Repressed soft animal now spirit animal— this woman, what a marvel.

“I had a fantasy and my diary. I had my desire, with its audacity, its elasticity, and its amplitude.”

“There is nothing left to fear. This realization is a vocation.“

Ces jours-ci, c’est difficile pour moi de arrêter de penser. Le monde me sens trop, trop… les problèmes du monde: c’est trop. Je veux pas arriver à l’impossible. Je veux regarder le Dieu comme une personne. Ces jours-ci, le plus facile à lire, c’est en lisant les livres français, une langue qui me rend un peu perplexe. C’est fascinant. J’ai hate de le lire/faire.

“To wait is to be close to nothing, to feel that closeness to nothing and to have confidence that it is more than that.”