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I-Wh-Thi- I can't even put into words how much I LOVE THIS BOOK

NO EFFING WAY DECLAN DID NOT JUST- *dies from gay* OH MY FRIGGING LORD I LOVE THIS BOOK
I CALLED IT, I KNEW IT, FIGHT ME MARISOL

WHY ARE ALL THE ANIMALS DYING WHAT IS HAPPENING

Ashish makes me so mad but also, can we protect this child, please?

CAN SOMEBODY GET ME AN ICED COFFEE, PLEASE?

Arthur uses Jonathan Groff's voice to escape from the world... Honestly, me too, Arthur. Me too.

Chapter 34: This one-and-a-half-page chapter broke me. Classic Adam Silvera, making me cry.

No one:
Absolutely no one:
Me, at 10:30 at night, screaming out my window: GOOD NIGHT FIREFLY

A new addition to my bucket list: Have a breakdown at an art fair and then be driven home by my friend who then LAYS ME DOWN ON HIS BED IN HIS LAP WITH A PILLOW AND PLAYS WITH MY HAIR AND SHOVES A HEADPHONE IN MY EAR SO HE CAN PLAY ME THE GOOD SIDE BY TROYE SIVAN... Also, Ben's parents can go die in a hole, no offense(just kidding, all offense they're jerks)

I relate to Nathan so much... No joke, I would literally do everything he has done/said... Star Wars and a picnic in the park? For sure. Being a (probably? We don't know yet) bi/pansexual human being who just wants to be LOVED and HOLD HANDS and LOOK AT THE STARS and PROTECT MY FRIEND FROM DRUNK JOCKS and SAY CORNY JOKES and READ BOOKS WITHOUT STOP and BE SUPPORTIVE OF MY ARTISTIC FRIENDS and HAVE A PAINTING OF ME!!!

Emotions, in order: mediocrity, happiness, a page of gay, slight confusion, utter awe.
What I want to do, in no particular order: Scream into a void, give Adam Silvera kudos for diving into a new genre because I am currently doing the same exact thing, and scream into another void
STOP BASHING THIS BOOK JUST BECAUSE THE WORLD BUILDING IS ROUGH BUILDING A FANTASY WORLD IS HARD AND IT'S ACTUALLY A REALLY GOOD BOOK.

*dies of queer happiness*

I am squealing this is adorable. Also, (sorry if I'm spelling it wrong, I do not have a physical copy of this book, only audio!) Mrs. Leou is a goddess, somebody please give her a medal. She literally gives Ben the keys to her art room(building?) so he can come in during lunch? YES PLEASE. This book has such GREAT FEMALE SUPPORTERS ON TOP OF TWO ENBY CHARACTERS AND MAYBE A GAY ONE I DONT EVEN KNOW YET

This is adorable! Nathan is literally the most outgoing person on planet earth but Ben is so shy and closed up. Will this be like an opposites-attract sort of thing or will they just be friends(are they even friends? I don't think so. Nathan is just Ben's tour guide of a high school.) Honestly, I'm so invested in this 'relationship' that it is tearing me apart. Let's pray to every god that this ends happily!

Reasons why I love audiobooks: I don't have to wait for the book to be put on hold at the library
Reasons why I hate audiobooks: No page numbers so I can't update my Goodreads accurately

Alec saw Magnus....... because of Clary's rune... that makes everyone who sees her see the person they love most in the world... my gay heart simply CANNOT take this... I'm squealing.

The banter just elevates this book to a whole other level and I'm loving it.

I am not mentally okay someone please come save me between this book and writing Dear Evan Hansen fanfiction I am going insane

Me-Crazy reminds me of myself a little...

Cooper Clay is amazing. Hands down.