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book is dense but I found a really beautiful loop visual of Snell’s Law on Wikipedia today https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Snell%2...

Some of these make me a little fucking sick but I think in an odd fucking way that seems counterintuitive playing out these waking erotic nightmares may actually END my sleeping erotic nightmares

Ripping out the stomach and throat of my sexual repression and learned shame with every word!!!!! Disemboweling religious submission!!!!

The world is full of wonder or whatever

Lenin Mentioned

My brain sort of hurts from all my physics so im really enjoying this as a way to keep my brain focused for the length of my 50 minute study bursts. For some reason poetry eludes me less than physics, although it is only MORE abstract than quantum mechanics, and I suppose if I can feel this out I can hone in on why and use it to my advantage

Wow

Dwayne is so real this is kind of like what happens in my psyche when I give in to my despair and watch a tarot reading on YouTube

Attention-seeking grifters of today who say the n word like a child says fuck shake in their boots when Kurt Vonnegut steps up to the plate with this book

I gotta eat some bread brb

Good book to read when I’m doing that thing where I take an impromptu detour and i melt into the beautiful western landscape and the land becomes my body and then I check into a hotel and have beautiful dreams and feel free and it is the best kind of going crazy