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Starting to read this one (decides to begin it on the train yes yes..)

Oh my gods. Usually I csn keep my facial expressions under control but fuck me i just eant to scream and bunch into a ball. Omfg so many thoughts and feels rn.. and it doesnt help that I can see aspects of mt own fkn personal life in those sections I just read. Fuck man, lemme just say YA queer romance oh how much I have missed u and its so good to be back reading what kicked off my reading journey ..

Oh my fucking god, im so fkn scared and feel sick to my stomach, there really aren't many pages left and shits happening g fjcjckkkckckckckckckckckckckckckckckck. Also the tension between Charlie and Jasper is fkn everything omf 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭

Omg... is Charlie gonna tell Xavier that he is trans... bruh...

Omg I have ao many thoughts, ljke omf the broken bracelet, and also still who is this P.M?!??!?!?? And then the unspoken tension between Charlie and Jasper, theres only like 100 pages legt and i have so many questions omlllll

Okay god damn I was not expecting that. Also listening to my radio silence playlist qhile reading that chapter... damn... YA friendship angst just hits different man... like fuck.. it really has been soooo long since I have touched/picked up/read a YA book. As much as I love my unhinged romantasy smut books, reading "and they were roommates" reallt reminded me what got me jnto reading all those years back :'))

I am fucking screaminggggggg omfg yhe fkn angst / tension / yearning

"...I need you, Charlie."
The words make my stomach flip in a way it shouldn't.

Omggggggggg bruhhhh honestly all of my hc theories have left the building ahdisnskssm my biggest thing rn is to ensure I do NOT get spoiled so I am covering pages with my hands as I read hehehe

oh my gods... okay nothing beats a good YA angst, and ghat chapter i just read.. okay defs wasnt in any of my hc theories lol but im just- aaAAAAAAAA im so 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Omg I am so scared that jasper and charlie r abt to have a huge blow out.... plzlzlzlz oh lordy lord

Omg pages 164-165... bro does jasper rmb??? I have like so many fucking hc theories like.. aaaaa as soon as jasper is like u remind me of someone- ... and then Charlie freaking out... but then also Charlie being like wait wtf... am I falling for this mf again... plzzkzlz omf this is everything hehehehe

Omg what the heck.... man I fucking missed ghe feels YA novels bring...

The way this author writes Charlie's inner monologue around being worried he is gonna get outed and his mannerisms.. my god ... it kinda feels like im almost stepping back in time qnd re living all of these moments during the early stages of my transition. I am reallt curious in this P.M person, and every time there is a moment where Charlie thinks he has been exposed... the way mt heart races so kuch my gods...

Omfg fr squealing kicking my feet giggling like a little kid hehehe

Omg... okay but was there smth between jasper and p.m????? Also hi luis he seems so cute and same qith Xavier too omg

oh queer ya fiction how i have missed reading u so much...

Wait tbis book is actually so cute ??... bur also at the same time every time Charlie says smth trans related my heart aches as I know exactly what hes talking abt

gods, maybe its because i havent read a YA with a trans mc in a hot minute,, but damn am I loving this book. Reading this book is reminding me so much of my early transition days and all the pre t pre op yearning. Also so many things like "do i look like a guy?" Like bro- fkn almost started sobbing on the train fr

lads.... we got a fucking good oneeeee. Tbjs is the vibes I was fkn craving and I reckon i made the right choice by deciding to go for a lighter read aftwr a couple of intense ones. Also my fragile soul is craving for the cutesy fluff and also I need fkn trans validation lol

And to finish off this year we r finally gonna read this cutie ( ﾟ∀ﾟ)人(ﾟ∀ﾟ )
I rmb when I first saw this book ibwas like guckckckjckckckckckckc sooooo frekn cute!!!! Im so excited for thisband I really hopenit doesnt let me down criesss

Bro this book is too fucking good my gods..the intensity of the smut & drama is legit perffffff combo, also who knew that i would come around to not disliking certain terms used during smut scenes. Turns out it really is how the author uses them and then

They say delulu is the solulu, tbh idek wtf i am lol pre sure it'll be beyond delusional but anyways hi its me once again fuckiny crying over a sex scene and lemme remind u, one that just happened right after James loses his fkn shit and Wendy is there to calm him

Omg I am genuinely soooooooooooooooo scared and excited and nervous to find out whats gonna happeeennnnn ufcjckckckckckckkkkk generally I can kinda get a jist of potential next events but im legit a blank slate for this one fuck

Ohvmy fucking GODDDDDDD. now THISSSSS is dark romance frrrrrrrr (ngl tho I have read wayyyyy more fucked up yaoi lol but in terms of non manga / manhwa style, fiction novels this one is defs taking yhe top for dark romance so far hehehehe

My gods am I absolutely devouring this book,,, dark romance is really smth right up my alley lol

This is defs one of the more unhinged reads and ig classifies as dark romance. And tbvh im loving it lol

yoooOoo okay this is defs the kick atart of dark romance for sure..m and I fkn love it heehee

fINALLLLYYYYYYY starting tbis one, so far i am hOOKED (LOLLL PUN INTENDED....) anyways,, i am excited as this will probs be the first of like the "darker" romances I have. Little bird was categorised as dark mafia romance defs loads of smut, but ibe got a feeling hooked is gonna be more??? And so far the dark elements are written really well, and the smokiness of the sensuality is building nicely too

Yall the fkn plot twists in this book... fkn wilding- ngl was lowkey tempted to drop it because i was like I need plotbsith my smht and low behold the drama is happening. Very very fast paced but hey at least irs got mt attention back