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"[...] dass es ein Tauziehen geben würde zwischen dem Tod, der auf der einen Seite zieht, und der korpulenten Wahrheit, die auf der anderen Seite zieht, weil sie verschwiegen nicht sterben möchte, weil sie bereits ihr ganzes Leben lang bestattet war, weil sie jetzt wenigstens einmal kurz hinauswill, entweder um bestialischen Gestank zu verbreiten oder um festzustellen, dass sie gar nicht so grauenhaft war." (p. 24)

"On the way the House showed me many wonders." <3

"/An angel with a trumpet and a ship/. An angel with a trumpet suggests a message. A joyful message? [...]—>A message coming from afar.
/A book and clouds/. A book contains Writing. Clouds hide what is there. —>Writing that is womehow obscure.
/A child and mice/. The child represents the quality of Innocence. The mice are devouring the grain.Little by little is diminished. —>Innocence that is wordn down or eroded."

"'Funny thing is, this talk with her, it did help. Helped a lot. When you were saying earlier on, about how things seemed better for me now. Well, it's because of that. Because afterwards, thinking about what she'd said, I realised she was right, that it wasn't my fault. Okay, I hadn't handled it well. But deep down, it wasn't my fault. That's what made the difference."