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fucking hate ishida sm

this book is actually insane. I wanna rip my hair off.

I can already feel this book taking over my heart :"( 3

I'm gagging at every page man wtf are these dialogues.

idk if the incredibly fast pace is a good thing or not but it's definitely feeding my short attention spam well so I won't complain

OOOOF I FORGOT HOW FUN THE SELECTIONS WERE

america does NOT get better even as a mom after all.

The Story of Solomon is the only way I know how to explain.

And then, in smaller letters:

Forgive me.

Gosh he means the original story of Solomon. AHHHHHHHSHBDBSBSBSH

But the guilt goes even deeper than that. It, too, is dust: Layers and layers of it have accumulated.
Because if it weren’t for me, Lena and Alex would never have been caught at all.
I told on them.
I was jealous.
God forgive me, for I have sinned.

Oh my doomed yuri. Of course I already suspected this, but it still hurts.

He stands there with me and murmurs into my hair and kisses the top of my head and lets me cry over losing another boy, a boy I loved better.

Fuck you Lena. FUCK YOU. I HAVE NEVER HATED YOU MORE.

I miss Alex man where is he

man this is gonna make my nail biting habit come back

whoaaa everything is going downhill for Athena, this is giving me weird kind of anxiety.

Xiao Chen thinks I wrote The Last Front because I am “one of the many white women, like those who write queer fan fiction of The Untamed, who not only have an unexamined fetish for feminine-looking Asian men, but who think Chinese history is something to cherry-pick from”

the untamed mentioned so many times. does rf kuang like mxtx? 😔

watching an old man play chess by himself is far more interesting than this book

Wow. I’m sitting here in a spaceship in the Tau Ceti system waiting for the intelligent aliens I just met to continue our conversation…and I’m bored. Human beings have a remarkable ability to accept the abnormal and make it normal.

So relatable indeed

gosh the inner monologues...

alex is so sweet and gentle and understanding, why do I have a bad feeling about him? (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

alex is so sweet and gentle and understand, why do I have a bad feeling about him? (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

reading dystopian while our world is turning into dystopian hits different.

genuinely what the fuck man. jun wu you are such an evil mastermind

I feel sick...and I didn't think this series could get worse

Just what the FUCK IS HAPPENING IN THIS BOOK???

can the author stop hitting me with these angsty side couple/duos one after another 💔

this is really working well as a mood changer after the train wreck of one. this is so chaotic, like all the characters are just having a party on mount tonglu