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….I don’t know why I thought I’d be able to get through this…
I am not dnf’ing yet but I am on the verge of a panic attack 🙃 I really don’t like the open water and I’m a baby with spooky shit…I’m not doing great right now 😅🫣

I swear every time a drs appointment goes bad I feel this uncontrollable urge to re read/listen. I’m tracking my rereads the best I can on here because I don’t normally and it’s going to be really funny to see how many times I read it

Oh my god this is so intense I remember why I keep taking breaks to catch my breath
*just stares off into space processing*

WHAT

“I do, however, steal one of his hoodies—from some brand called Goodfellow—because it’s chilly in our room and I didn’t pack any. Imagine that, a trans boy not packing the most essential item in all of our wardrobes”

As I’m grabbing a hoodie from my overflowing pile of hoodies…

Yeah I shouldn’t have started this right now….ouchie

I went into this knowing very little and I love this take on Peter Pan so much it’s not what I was expecting based off the knowledge I had and I’m so mad I didn’t start this sooner

It’s taking so long but it’s like redemptor if I rush at all I won’t be able to get to the end at all. Friggen immaculate but check Tw!

I was getting too sad reading babel so I put this on because it delivered to Libby today…..it is not much happier and on top of it I’m a baby and I keep getting scared plus I live in a heavily forested area….it’s scary at night…what was I thinking

So far I am enjoying this so much more then the first one

This is how far I have accurately tabbed up to right now

“Everyone should be afraid of those who can embroider. We have the patience to keep stabbing the same thing over and over again” 😂

I can’t see this being less then 5⭐️ for me I don’t think

Well now I just want gator….it’s been so long and like am I probably allergic? Yeah but like that shit was so good (at least from memory) it’s also like 5 am I should not be awake right now

mmm yeah this hits the escapism 😌

Oh no I thought I wasn’t going to cry but the narrator is doing a really good job and made it seem to real…haha ha ha 🙃🥲

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I’m on page fucking one maybe two and I’m about to cry already…maybe 1:30 in the morning in a flare with no emotional regulation because of pain is not the time to start this 🥴

I’ve annotated up to page 131 but tabs are only fully done to page 72. (Also c14…I could’ve done without that🥴)

I’m not going to lie I don’t really care about what’s actually happening anymore I’m just painfully invested in Dante and her. It’s everything I love and I can’t fucking focus on anything else😂

Hmmmm I spoke too soon

I’m loving them so much