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i feel really invested and kind of unmoored by this so far?? it’s strange; i understand what’s happening but i also feel like i have to untangle things.

i’m on a tidying kick and i’ve never read the book

this is concerningly relatable so far.

terrible things happening to this woman

i knew she was gay. now i need her and norah to fuck

identifying a word as a slur and still typing it out in ur book feels kinda crazy

the way the author infantilizes/purifies herself is kind of driving me INSANE but also the amount of blatant, flagrant crimes and disregard for any sort of law or common sense is driving me more insane. are crimes really that hard to not commit?? am i weird???

it’s so weird seeing the way that americans think (especially abt business and politics) being a shock to someone else who isn’t american, as someone who’s also not an american, bc i just assumed we all knew they’re like that?? like even if it’s illogical and stupid and i think “well that shouldn’t happen” i still expect it to and it’s so fascinating to see someone NOT expect it to happen

if this isn’t the push i need to stop being the eldest daughter and taking responsibility for things that are none of my business, i don’t know what is. what do you mean you were gonna go to a foreign country to test if you’d be arrested bc your boss had a warrant out on him?? AND THE THOUGHT OF SAYING NO DIDNT OCCUR TO YOU AT ALL?? i’ve seen my potential future if i don’t change and it’s nauseating

it’s disheartening to see that the “growth/money/more at any cost” mentality has been present in tech for YEARS now, but i’m not really surprised bc i guess it’s the kinds of personalities that are attracted to the jobs. it is INSANE how little these people (seem to) think tho

as if i needed any more reasons to vehemently hate mark zuckerberg

i’m truly not looking forward to the big awful fight that’s probably in the last couple of chapters of this…

this is ao3 levels of smut. i didn’t know y’all did that. damn

i’m not a romance person but i talked to someone at work (library) abt wanting to try them out and she recommended this last night. put a hold on it, it pops in as im at my work shift, bored out of my mind having forgotten my book. i have been NONSTOP READING FOR RHE PAST HOUR AND A HALF AND THE ONLY REASON I STOPPED IS BC THE SEX SCENE GOT TO ME. idk if im a romance person but damn am i (shockingly) invested