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all i do is get pissed at capitalism & hurt for uncle john

"nothing" might be my favorite poem of all time

the entirety of not even. breaking

"his eyes: raindrops in a nightmare"

"I thought the fall would kill me but it only made me real"

"how else do we return to ourselves but to fold the page so it points to the good part"

I have done SO MUCH CRYING

okay rocky is heartbreaking

"when one loves something deeply it's very difficult to keep it a secret, isn't it?"

"she will lie, she will hunt, she will kill and she will dance on graves and burn forever in hell before she allows"

"when we were children, I scooped her up behind the yearling barn and ran a distance with her in my arms, laughing, as she told me not to crush her rib cage or her heart would escape."

"there must be satisfaction gained in accurately naming the thing that torments you."

"perhaps we need to know more specifically what we are fighting to achieve (not only what we are fighting to destroy)"

"ona mentions, gently, that several of the people we love are people we also fear."

"forgiven for what, though, exactly? I asked her. stealing pears, drawing pictures of naked girls? no, no, said the librarian, forgiven for being alive, for being in the world. for the arrogance and the futility of remaining alive, the ridiculousness of it."

"most of us, she said, absolve ourselves of responsibility for change by sentimentalizing our pasts."

"...a language that she and her mother and Bobby, too, would know. the language of the strong directed at the weak. the language that burrows into the skulls of the vulnerable, echoing against the shone alabaster walls of dark closets and shut eyes."

I love when books look like plain old romances but then are about like a million deeper things

delusion FUELED

SHE'S A SWIFTIE TOO duuude ksfhskhfsk anyway she mentioned tis the damn season and it's just it's so fitting it's so perfect

I don't usually fall more in love with both my city and love in one book but. yknow

shkfhskfghs they've mentioned powells and trimet and oh my goddd also the mc is demibi ?? this book was literally made for me ??

reading books set in the city where you live and love always hits different . they mentioned laurelhurst !!!! I love that place

QUEER REP

queer rep 76% in but still queer rep !!

the way my heart skipped a beat when I saw mick's name

thought i'd hate the script style but it genuinely works so well

at chapter ten. I desire the stars to swallow me whole

oh the amount of rep songs flooding my mind

oh the amount of taylor swift songs flooding my head

crying through my eyes and rib cage