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i've never felt such love as despair for a character as the one i felt when i first met my namesake and i'm still despairing 5 years later in my 3rd read

I was vividly aware that he held a brick in his hand, I held a brick
in mine. It really seemed for an instant that if I did not go to him,
we would use these bricks to beat each other to death. [...]
“Come,” he said.
I dropped my brick and went to him. In a moment I heard his fall.
And at moments like this I felt that we were merely enduring and
committing the longer and lesser and more perpetual murder.

"Nothing occurring under the circle of heaven where they sit escapes their eye, if they have ever been surprised by anything, it was only in a dream—a dream they long ago ceased having. [...] it is
di􀉽cult to believe that they ever cried for milk or looked at the sun;"

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you're confused i'm fucking confused bro