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“I was enchanted by you, enchanted by your world, enchanted by the state of crazy drunken love you put me in, enchanted by your vision of me, and I followed you dizzily into an idyllic Edenic garden of love, the likes of which I could never have imagined leaving, so suffused with love.”

“My soul is lonely…”

“Yong, I've burned completely, I've already bloomed fully. The first wilted because I was still too immature and missed my chance, and the second wilted prematurely because I was overripe. But even if I only blossomed for a split second, I blossomed fully. Now all I have left to do is to accept and face the facts about these two crippled loves. Because I am still alive....”

“This isn’t who I am. I don’t want to suffer. Love should be a beautiful experience. If it can’t be saved, then I don’t want to love anymore. I have to shut down…”

“I spent my twentieth birthday all alone. I wanted to die, but that didn’t happen” (p.g. 130)