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“She has to survey everything she is and everything she does because how she appears to others, and ultimately how she appears to men, is of crucial importance for what is normally thought of as the success of her life. Her own sense of being in herself is supplanted by a sense of being appreciated as herself by another.”

“<…> the necessary ordeal of finding a way to earn a living, deal with the moment when a choice must be made, and eventually, with the feeling of being, or not being, where they ought to be?”

“I do not envy him: I’m the one who is writing” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

“She wants him to make all the moves, perform all the gestures that signal his desire for her. She wants him to consume himself with pleasure in her body. She expects none for herself.” damn

To live without self-respect is to lie awake some night, <…> counting up the sins of commission and omission, the trusts betrayed, the promises subtly broken, the gifts irrevocably wasted through sloth or cowardice or carelessness. However long we postpone it, we eventually lie down alone in that notoriously uncomfortable bed, the one we make ourselves.

My life is a fault at last, I fear:
It seems too much like a fate, indeed!