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it’s fabulous but painful. it’s making me think about things i try to not think about but in a good? way. i feel like so many things that could be throw aways carry so much meaning for me.

i am in love with them all. i fear for jude as much as i care for him. i adore willem.

i have too many feelings about this book. there has finally been some joy - both times it has been related to harold which i find exceptionally painful. and so so much love. love is the overwhelming theme here. even in its most twisted forms it is still love

jude is me and i am jude. i hate how he wasn’t meant to be relatable and yet he is one of the fictional characters whose internal monologue is most similar to my own. i feel so much sadness for him.

i love andy weir so much

i’m so invested it’s not funny anymore.

it’s so fabulous. i couldn’t get into it at first because i was still having project hail mary withdrawals but now that it’s a full on murder mystery in space i’m so here for it

i don’t enjoy the foreshadowing. i am scared

where is jude’s pov?? have not cried yet