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I’m changing to audio, if you don’t hear from me this time tomorrow expect the white flag 😭

Sorry we’re 17 pages in and I swear I’ve read the phrase ‘end of the world’ about 60 times… 😩

Don’t cling to the familiar to avoid potential pain of the unknown. It will come for you whether you are ready or not.

Okay Domhnall, I literally despised you the whole way through but right at the very end giving some major wisdom✨

I think Clía and Ronan are my favourite couple yet, and Murphy you’re the best character in my opinion 🦦

You know what they say. The living are only a species of the dead, aren’t they? And a very rare species at that. The cradle rocks over the abyss.

‘panic’ it came from the Greek god Pan: the god of the woods. He liked to trick people, to confuse and disorient them until they lost their bearings, and their minds. To panic, was to make an enemy of the forest.

i’m not sorry…
I am learning that it is better to be a monster than to be hunted by one

the truth about lilith…
but really she was just a woman who refused to get on all fours so an insecure man could feel like a god

you wanted marylin monroe but you got joan of ark instead…

you mistook me for a possession when I was a nuclear weapon all along

why I have insomnia…
my heart never rests because it does not trust the hand that holds it

It’s giving black mirror, I love it

Winter
Because that means the day has ended. I like checking days off a calendar - 151 days crossed and nothing truly horrible has happened. 152 and the world isn't ruined. 153 and I haven't destroyed anyone. 154 and no one really hates me. Sometimes I think I won't ever feel safe until I can count my last days on one hand. Three more days to get through until I don't have to worry about life anymore.

Life is not
a ladder to climb
a puzzle to solve
a key to find
a destination to reach
a problem to fix

Life is
‘understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards’ (Søren Kierkegaard)

To be is to let go


Self-forgiveness makes the world better. You don’t become a good person by believing you are a bad one.

Why has she not mentioned to the others about Jay in the van??????