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man the way i just want to finish this to know what’s gonna happen in the season finale 😭 but i actually don’t wanna spoil it


anyways they kept things pretty close to the book, a lot of convos word for word, but every little thing they decided to change made things sooooo much better

the minor changes the show made >>>>>

improved so many things. jacob ily



god the end of ep4 destroyed me i lowkey wanna keep reading just to know what happens next but i also don’t wanna be ‘spoiled’ dhkdks 😭

god the denial is Insane.


i know it’s in the show too, but it’s so much more prevalent & intense here, being in shane’s head/pov

okay now i’m ready for ep 3 tomorrow x







// def still prefer the show btw, sorry 🙃

watched the two released eps of the new show and i’m utterly OBSESSED so i decided to check out the book,, it’s decent but i personally much prefer the show, shane has so much internalized homophobia for me, ruins even the steamy parts 💀

*im only going to read along with the show as it drops, i don’t want ‘spoilers’ lol

:( i hate it. bring my boys back together

me & arthur: i’ve only had shae for a single day but if anything happened to him i’d kill everyone and then myself x

how much more backstory drama is this girl gonna have, jesus 💀

god with the way they talk you’d think they’re into the filthiest, most taboo kinks…. but it’s just light bondage & domination/submission

not horrible but you can definitely see that the author wrote this when 15 🙃 (no shade)

just wanted to quickly read it before giving the show a shot

i wish the fake dating plot started earlier. need more miles

i kinda wish we didn’t already know going in that mateo is a ghost, i think it would’ve been better as a twist or something idk