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Am I stupid or is this supposed to be confusing

PLEASE IM BORED

hopingggg prayingggg it picks up again soon, it's slowed down sm 3

what the fuck <3

i'm a little scared to read anything else by eliza clark after reading boy parts but i'm kinda digging the idea of losing sleep tonight over her insanity again

"Luck and risk are siblings. They are both the reality that every outcome in life is guided by forces other than individual effort."

yo some of these lines go so hard i thought this was just a book about cash lol

"I pick up a pencil, I put it down, I pick it up again. I am thinking of you. I am always thinking of you."

"And to tell the truth I don’t want to let go of the wrists of idleness, I don’t want to sell my life for money, I don’t even want to come in out of the rain."

it makes me nervous when im approaching the end of a book and they're still not together WHAT IS HAPPENING PLEASE GOD

genuinely infuriating to read jfc JUST TALK!!!! MY GOD!!!!

i'm sick, thanks for asking

ok but the way it's so obvious katniss loves him but she doesn't even realize it or admit it to herself is so crazy to read about

“There is hardly time to think about

stopping, and lying down at last
to the long afterlife, to the tenderness
yet to come, when
time will brim over the singular pond, and become forever,

and we will pretend to melt away into the leaves.
As for death,
I can’t wait to be the hummingbird,
can you?”

“What misery to be afraid of death.
What wretchedness, to believe only in what can be proven.”

“He seems, in fact, to find in me a kind of humor,  I am so vast, uncertain and strange.
I am the one who comes and goes,  
and who knows why.
Will I ever understand him?
Certainly he will never understand me,
or the world  I come from.
For he will never sing for the kingdom of dollars.
For he will never grow pockets in his gray wings.”

can i highlight every poem pls

“I went to China,
I went to Prague;
I died, and was born in the spring;
I found you, and loved you, again.”

“To pay attention, this is our endless and proper work.”

“I think this isthe prettiest world—so long as you don’t mind
a little dying, how could there be a day in your whole life
that doesn’t have its splash of happiness?”

“Are there trees near you,
and does your own soul need comforting?
Quick, then—open the door and fly on your heavy feet; the song
may already be drifting away.”

“You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body   
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.”

going this hard on page 1 is crazy work

i think that the movie doesn't really highlight how much she does actually think about gale . . .

i think this might be the first time i finish an audio book

"“There is a surface similarity of features: shape of the eyes, turn of the mouth. But she has an arresting quality beyond this - intriguingly elusive, difficult to pin down. It's in her expressive eyes, her serene self-possession, her natural grace. Not that I've noticed, or anything."

i'm inflicting harm to myself to ready myself for the harm sotr will inflict upon me

i wanna finish this just to remove it from my currently reading list

ugh i hate it when ppl get together it's so boring bring back the desperate yearning

i mean it's a romance

kinda over men who act like territorial dogs